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Miserable

Student
Jul 14, 2019
117
every day, though not always constant. Today, for example, is a good day
Have a helium tank/exit bag, and quite a few benzos saved up
 
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nirvana133

nirvana133

Member
Oct 14, 2019
34
All day, cant help it.
 
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Moon Flower

I'll soon be sleeping sound
Oct 14, 2019
536
I think about it a fair bit, but it's not always the act itself, a lot of it is about what I want done postmortem or what I expect to happen after
 
JTG1972

JTG1972

Set on my path, just need the strength
Oct 2, 2019
51
Not constantly, but daily, for at least a little while.
 
trynacbt

trynacbt

Arcanist
Sep 28, 2019
476
Pretty much all the time, though now that I have a method I feel comfortable with my thoughts feel much lighter.
 
bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
Everyday I think about it. Now I have my SN and Meto it's just a matter of time. But in a way it's comforting knowing I can leave this place when I choose.
i need to get sn so I can feel like this.
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Every waking moment which is why I vape THC all day.
 
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Done at Fifty

Student
Feb 19, 2019
116
it comes an goes. I'm either happy and deluding myself that things will be fine - medication helps with this phase, or worried sick about everything, or anxious - then I get comfort thinking that I can just die and it will all be better.
 
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lofistos345

Experienced
Oct 6, 2019
217
An intense feeling of needing to commit suicide comes and goes every day
 
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Shakespear's Brother

Member
Sep 10, 2019
297
Every day, several times a day. If not the actual act, then the desperate want to be dead so as to suffer no longer.
 
Jack4230

Jack4230

Lame
Sep 8, 2019
83
For me it comes in waves, some weeks I only think about it occasionally but other weeks I think about it everyday constantly
 
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morningdew

Experienced
Jul 8, 2019
235
many times a day due to health issues I just want to escape
 
Lethe

Lethe

Fey
Sep 19, 2019
670
Most moments of the day after discovering this site; it's like a new obsession of mine.
 
BlackCatTalk

BlackCatTalk

StrayCat
Apr 28, 2019
198
Everyday! But think about that makes me Happy and a smile appears in muy face.
 
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Death_is_Escape

Student
Jul 26, 2019
137
Every day for the past few months: I choose Self-Deliverance, as My preferred way to die, approximately around a year-and-a-half ago.
 
Kodama

Kodama

Experienced
Oct 11, 2019
209
Every day, on the morning / aft... Before sleeping, i fell better. Strange
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Everyday ... Lot of times .. If not the exact method if ctb at least the thought of dying and getting some peace in life.
 
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Mloureiro

Student
Oct 7, 2019
128
Last months? Everyday. Sometimes, hoping the tide will change but it has not yet. Already have all I need anyway, that is conforting...
 
MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
I had a dream about SN last night- i had one lot and it went wrong as someone found me- but I second dose I was going to take - i was so happy in my dream. sad to wake up.
 

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