How often do you think about killing yourself?

[sleeps]

its always in the back of my mind, if not the forefront. lots of reminders lately that i have no choice but to ctb fairly soon

 

[justwanasleep]

All the bloody time. All I've been thinking is Peru Peru Peru! I've got it in my head that it's some utopia where I'll die. I spend a lot of time fantasising about going into the rainforest with my tent and a few supplies and letting something poisonous bite me and me suffer for a while but love that it's nearly the end.
Even though I know I'm going to die in the uk all I can think about is Peru. I think it's because I haven't decided on the method I want to use, I think when I do that I'll be able to relax a bit.

 

[butterfly3]

at least several hrs a day. even on the better days I still am thinking about

 

[y0dha]

vary between minutely or hourly I'd say.
Sometimes i have this thought of "I don't wanna die please help me" but I know I will never get better so since my situation is doomed most of the time I want to kill myself.
I just wish someone cull pull the trigger for me it'd be easier...

 

[Ravel]

24/7 the non-existence its the only thing that brings me peace

 

[harshbarger]

In a "good" period maybe only a few times a week. In a "bad" period, several times a day.

 

[onlyway63]

Many times per day, evry day.

 

[Pentobarbital_Plz]

It never stops…..just like this DAMN HEART >:-((((

 

[help56]

Everyday I want to die . I am looking for SN but I am told the whole thing is selfish

 

[wanttodie]

24/7

 

[Need2BFree]

Every single second the urge is so strong.

 

[flightless bird]

It has become my base consciousness.

 

[Dark Moon]

Once a day usually for me sometimes more.

 

[bigtiredoflife]

All the time lately. I feel like a burden on my one friend. My family doesn't really care about me. I'm just a joke of a man but still get skittish about pulling the trigger. I wish I had a pill that made me fall asleep and die peacefully. Stupid human instincts, making me scared to die

 

[Sapphire]

It has gotten to the point where I have suicidal thoughts 24/7. No matter what I am doing or where I am, they are always there. The only time I don't have them is when I'm sleeping.

 

[Sad_Sack]

It's non stop for me. My symptoms are relentless and they never let me forget that I wish to be healed or dead.

 

[StolenLife]

Daily. I'm too far gone.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

It and dysphoria consume my mind as long as I am awake. It's a clear sign to CTB so I can escape this hell.