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needwaytohell

needwaytohell

Member
Apr 2, 2025
60
Everytime. Literally no one knows I'm making the decision of ending myself. Any relatives/friends who ask me how I am I just say I'm doing well (externally everything seems to be well no shady signs). However things weren't always like this when I encountered depression in high school I had been upfront straight up started throwing. I noticed everyone basically ignoring me even to those ones who I deeply cared and helped. It only got worse after that once I entered uni I ensured I took no ones assistance and solo carried almost all the time and helped others as well when I could but humans are sick and yet again I am betrayed . I realised I'd stay in dark and leave this world without any warning. I want to live behind something significant if I can but whatever. My mental state is so bad I essentially play a dual character inside I'm broken outside I act like a clean mirror showcasing perfectness and dedication.
 
FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
654
Well moslty all the time but moslty of my feelings towards myself or reality
 

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