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Elementalist
Feb 21, 2025
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for me it's at least 3 times a week, AT LEAST.
only counting if there's actual tears.

just whimpering and crying without tears, that's every single day of my life.
 
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Molotongo

Molotongo

Member
Oct 31, 2025
28
I think if I could cry often I would feel a bit better
I can only cry when it's really bad and then I have to do some shit that makes me sad so it can get out, idk why it is like that but I'm truly unable to cry even when I need to cry, I can't let it out so atleast once every 2 weeks it's way worse then on a normal day because I didn't get the chance to let it out
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I seem to go through phases. I have long blocks of time where I cry most days then, not so much.
 
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ILikeSylveon

ILikeSylveon

Member
May 15, 2025
12
I don't remember neither i feel anything. As if most basic emotional reactions like joy, sadness or crying is blocked inside me since i was very young.
 
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yotaka

明日にはすべてが終るとして
Jan 29, 2026
75
Not nearly as often as I want to. It's like the weight will build and build and my head will feel so heavy but I can't let it out. Every once in a while when I'm alone in my apartment it happens, and it's a relief when it does. That's maybe every few months, though.

Also, you don't need to be sorry for sounding "so emo or whatever," this is literally a suicide forum my dude.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Specialist
Sep 10, 2025
385
for me it's at least 3 times a week, AT LEAST.
only counting if there's actual tears.

just whimpering and crying without tears, that's every single day of my life.
I can't remember the last time that I've cried. I'm unable to feel any emotions. I wish that I could have a good cry. I think that it would be a good and needed release of emotions.
 
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kuroshimi

kuroshimi

If you're not remembered, then you never existed.
Dec 1, 2025
249
I used to cry a lot in past. Relatively recently I cried every 1-2 weeks (?), but still less than in adolescence.
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
201
i cry at least a little bit night pretty much. sometimes its just a tiny bit or sometimes its a lot. sometimes i cry during daytime too which i hate because i am worried if i leave my room to go to bathroom or whatever, that my house mates will see.
 
TwoSoulsLiveInMe

TwoSoulsLiveInMe

I Am Happy Nowhere
Feb 6, 2026
26
Constantly. I'm autistic, and crying is my first instinct when anything goes wrong, minor or major. I would say I cry every day, but usually it's out of frustration, or a little bit of PTSD coming out because someone said something rude to me.

Actual crying for sadness, thats probably twice a week or so. Often the other times I cry can turn into sad crying, hut truly breaking down, thats twice a week.
 
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DonLockwood

DonLockwood

Actor
Jan 22, 2026
34
I often find myself weeping from time to time. Normally when I'm just in my room doing squat and when I'm trying to fall asleep.
 

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