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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
447
How much time is need to pass out with hanging?
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
How much time is need to pass out with hanging?

It depends but from most of the videos that I have watched you would have passed out in less than 2 minutes.

Are you planning on hanging yourself ?
 
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EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
447
It depends but from most of the videos that I have watched you would have passed out in less than 2 minutes.

Are you planning on hanging yourself ?
Thank you!
I think i will try today but really scare me
Im hoping i will have the courage
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
Thank you!
I think i will try today but really scare me
Im hoping i will have the courage

I understand why you would be scared of the pain but I see a lot people use this as a method and another one being jumping from a tall building.

All the best!
 
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fleischmaschina

Member
Jun 3, 2023
52
If you do decide to actualy do it, i wish you pass out in seconds. Im sorry life failed u. Good luck. ❤️
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,245
It highly depends on the way the noose is tightening and blocking the blood flow (see night-night and the mechanism behind this method). If that works 100% it takes just 10-15 seconds to pass out or even less. But in some cases it's not placed well or the physical body circumstances are different and then it might take longer.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,245
Shit. 15 seconds is an eternity, let alone more than that. Im thinking, does hyperventilation help with that?
I 'd say once your are fully unconscious you don't feel anything, but actually I don't know. we could never ask someone who was successful in the end. And yes unfortunately these 15 seconds may feel like hours in that situation. But that's why I would recommend full suspension hanging because in any case there is no way out of it. And that's why it is so much important to be absolutely sure about CTB before doing it.
 
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Elysion

Elysion

Member
Jun 12, 2023
63
It is understandable that this method is scary, but keep in mind that this is the best method. Other methods include more suffering, longer time, more complications, less chance of death.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
It is understandable that this method is scary, but keep in mind that this is the best method. Other methods include more suffering, longer time, more complications, less chance of death.

That's true actually, I even tried it was so painful because I couldn't breathe and I was getting suffocated that I ended up putting my feet back on the chair. Is there any way I can get over the SI!!??? The other thing is that I actually didn't kick the chair away maybe that's the problem.

I truly want out ASAP… and this is the fastest method for me ….. I have everything set already..
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,245
That's true actually, I even tried it was so painful because I couldn't breathe and I was getting suffocated that I ended up putting my feet back on the chair. Is there any way I can get over the SI!!??? The other thing is that I actually didn't kick the chair away maybe that's the problem.

I truly want out ASAP… and this is the fastest method for me ….. I have everything set already..
I really don't want to blame anyone here as CTB is such a difficult task overcoming SI and all other things that make us all hesitating (myself certainly included!!), but not kicking the chair / the ladder / or whatever thing that could be there, shows that one is not 100% ready to leave this world. It's so sad that SI kicks in often so early for people who really want to leave this world. And most do not have a peaceful method like N available which is almost impossible to be obtained by anyone.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
I really don't want to blame anyone here as CTB is such a difficult task overcoming SI and all other things that make us all hesitating (myself certainly included!!), but not kicking the chair / the ladder / or whatever thing that could be there, shows that one is not 100% ready to leave this world. It's so sad that SI kicks in often so early for people who really want to leave this world. And most do not have a peaceful method like N available which is almost impossible to be obtained by anyone.

The only reason why I didn't kick the chair out of the way it's because the chair is quite heavy as I don't have a stool but I will try to push the chair and see if I will be able to ctb successfully.

I'm so exhausted and I truly want out ASAP.

Edit - oh oh i really want to leave and I'm 💯 sure I'm even more angry with the fact that I'm still alive.
 
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Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
That's correct from what I have seen, I even counted the seconds in one of the videos and it was about 30 seconds before they passed out which is pretty fast.
How was the video like?

Was it gore to watch?
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
How was the video like?

Was it gore to watch?

Oh no it wasn't gore to watch at all maybe because I understand why they would want to leave the world . I have watched a lot of them actually and I think that they are very brave because after trying hanging myself it was so painful.

The guy put on a stool and then he kicked stool way once he had put the noose on his neck, he started moving for a bit and it looks like he was trying to find somewhere to put his legs on or maybe it was SI kicking in and then a few seconds later he just passed out.

The only videos that I struggled with or that I found difficult to watch were those of people who jumped from a really tall building and only to end up spattered on the ground. That was quite grim…
 
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Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
The only videos that I struggled with or that I found difficult to watch were those of people who jumped from a really tall building and only to end up spattered on the ground. That was quite grim…

Was it instant death?

They literally smash into pieces?

How tall was the building?
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
Was it instant death?

They literally smash into pieces?

How tall was the building?

Yes instant death and very tall buildings most of them were from Japan and China. The thing with jumping from a building though is that once you jump there is no way of backing out even though i think it's a very brutal way to die.
 
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Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
Yes instant death and very tall buildings most of them were from Japan and China. The thing with jumping from a building though is that once you jump there is no way of backing out even though i think it's a very brutal way to die.
Wow

Are they shouting on the way down?
 
Elysion

Elysion

Member
Jun 12, 2023
63
That's true actually, I even tried it was so painful because I couldn't breathe and I was getting suffocated that I ended up putting my feet back on the chair. Is there any way I can get over the SI!!??? The other thing is that I actually didn't kick the chair away maybe that's the problem.

I truly want out ASAP… and this is the fastest method for me ….. I have everything set already..
Yes that's right . I use a small chair and when I hang myself, I wear socks to slip. I attached the chair to the wall with a strong rubber band so that when I slipped, the chair would bounce back.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
Wow

Are they shouting on the way down?

Only one was screaming but most of them were just quiet and tbh I couldn't really tell because these videos are taken from afar since they will be jumping from a tall building.

Edit - I think it's quite interesting that you would ask me that question?

Oh someone must have been in your ear hahah! (Jokes) 😉 maybe not really.

I guess they will even try to follow me even when I'm dead.
 
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Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
Only one was screaming but most of them were just quiet and tbh I couldn't really tell because these videos are taken from afar since they will be jumping from a tall building.

Edit - I think it's quite interesting that you would ask me that question?

Oh someone must have been in your ear hahah! (Jokes) 😉 maybe not really.

I guess they will even try to follow me even when I'm dead.
I can understand, just want to know lol

I am asking you all this because I can't watch gore videos lol
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
I can understand, just want to know lol

I am asking you all this because I can't watch gore videos lol

I saw one of your post in another thread and I can tell when he has reached out, reaching out to anyone I interact with even on forums hahah! I could write a lot about him here but main goal is completing CTB right now.

He must have not liked the comment you said I "go straight to the point" etc…

He hates it even when other people compliments me and he is the type to recruit other people to hate me because he will never be able to beat me one on one and also even when he managed this hate campaign against me he still get hurt by me.😂

Get help Simba - oh this is for him 🫢 (is your mupengo not making you happy)?!
 
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Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
401
I have the same intention as you. Really want to end it today by full suspension hanging. I have the same issue with actually going through with it. Thinking of closing the lights closing my eyes and think of it as a step to the unknown and don't need to think about it more. I also really want to know how long to become unconscious.
 
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Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
I saw one of your post in another thread and I can tell when he has reached out, reaching out to anyone I interact with even on forums hahah! I could write a lot about him here but main goal is completing CTB right now.

He must have not liked the comment you said I "go straight to the point" etc…

He hates it even when other people compliments me and he is the type to recruit other people to hate me because he will never be able to beat me one on one and also even when he managed this hate campaign against me he still get hurt by me.😂

Get help Simba - oh this is for him 🫢 (is your mupengo not making you happy)?!
Who is that? Lol
 
Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
401
Maybe start counting from 15 to 0 mentally as a way of knowing it's a temporary pain and all the pain will be over as it's a positive thing.if this even remotely possible.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
Who is that? Lol

His name is Simba I even said it in my previous thread. He is some guy that was on tv 12 years ago because he was so desperate for fame and people were clowning him on Twitter for being that desperate to be on national tv to air his dirty laundry with his ex who called him a pathological liar. He will do anything to get connected to me that's how desperate he is, to the extent of even reaching out to people I'm talking to online.

He will tell you I'm ugly but he begged me to be in his music video years ago hahah!! He will go to any guy that I try to date to tarnish my name because he doesn't want me to date anyone! That's how deranged he is and that's why I even mentioned his name today because I had never done so. I even rejected to sleep with him I guess that's why his ego is bruised, that years later he is claiming I accused him of trying to rape me when it's not even true but he was the one telling people he slept with me.

I even had a member sent me a "f u" message on here and I know it's him because I had read him to filth in one of my posts without even naming him. Even a little compliment towards my way he gets so enraged, that's how much power I have towards him, for him who has "everything" and me "nothing".

I loathe him and I will always loathe him.
 
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Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
His name is Simba I even said it in my previous thread. He is some guy that was on tv 12 years ago because he was so desperate for fame and people were clowning him on Twitter for being that desperate to be on national tv to air his dirty laundry with his ex who called him a pathological liar. He will do anything to get connected to me that's how desperate he is, to the extent of even reaching out to people I'm talking to online.

He will tell you I'm ugly but he begged me to be in his music video years ago hahah!! He will go to any guy that I try to date to tarnish my name because he doesn't want me to date anyone! That's how deranged he is and that's why I even mentioned his name today because I had never done so. I even rejected to sleep with him I guess that's why his ego is bruised, that years later he is claiming I accused him of trying to rape me when it's not even true but he was the one telling people he slept with me.

I even had a member sent me a "f u" message on here and I know it's him because I had read him to filth in one of my posts without even naming him. Even a little compliment towards my way he gets so enraged, that's how much power I have towards him, for him who has "everything" and me "nothing".

I loathe him and I will always loathe him.
Damn a lot happening in your life lmao 🤣
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
Damn a lot happening in your life lmao 🤣

Yeah that's why I want to get out of here, because I'm tired of him being obsessed with everything that I do that he just won't leave me alone and I know he won't till I'm dead.

He even called me in April to ask to meet up for tea because he said he had missed me his "best friend" … like I would rather lit myself on fire than meet up with him that's how much I despise him and that's even putting it mildly because there is no other words I can use to describe how much I hate him…
 
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Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
Yeah that's why I want to get out of here, because I'm tired of him being obsessed with everything that I do that he just won't leave me alone and I know he won't till I'm dead.

He even called me in April to ask to meet up for tea because he said he had missed me his "best friend" … like I would rather lit myself on fire than meet up with him that's how much I despise him and that's even putting it mildly because there is no other words I can use to describe how much I hate him…
Sorry you are going through this, get a restraining order
 

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