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metothemoon

Student
Feb 11, 2024
146
Just curious. I can find comfort in strolling through this site, hoping for some "magic" pianless way out. Spending my lonely evenings on here.

So, how often do you visit?
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,918
I usually get on this forum several times a day. I see I'm not the only suffering person so feels like a place where I belong, In a community of like-minded people. 🌹💔
 
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PlannedforPeru

PlannedforPeru

SaSu. Lurker
Sep 21, 2024
153
Around 1 or 2 hours a day maybe, some days I'll go without being on at all.
 
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Promised Heaven

Promised Heaven

Eternally atoning
Feb 1, 2024
744
Almost daily, usually for an hour or two. Whenever I feel like I can't relate to the world this place has my back, which ironically places me at a peace of mind.
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

In somewhere else
Feb 28, 2023
1,555
I regularly visit the site for comfort, usually daily since I hate living.
 
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metothemoon

Student
Feb 11, 2024
146
I regularly visit the site for comfort, usually daily since I hate living.

Same here. It comforts me to know I am not alone in this wilderniss of life.
Almost daily, usually for an hour or two. Whenever I feel like I can't relate to the world this place has my back, which ironically places me at a peace of mind.

I can relate to finding peace in being here. Ironically it somehow also keeps me distracted from al my thoughts
I usually get on this forum several times a day. I see I'm not the only suffering person so feels like a place where I belong, In a community of like-minded people. 🌹💔

So sad that so many people are suffering:(
 
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Ozzyno

Ozzyno

Lovely loner.
Oct 10, 2024
178
When I pick up the phone at work I usually visit the site… I don't have any social media to scroll so this is it. The exception is when I am texting someone else on Discord or WhatsApp.
 
nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
884
I log in for a bit once or twice a day usually.
 
killorbekilled

killorbekilled

manhwa reader, mentally unwell
Oct 3, 2024
65
I try to log on at least once a day since this gives me comfort and acknowledgment
 
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PhDone

Experienced
Jul 29, 2024
269
Scan it throughout the day, every day. Its the only thing that helps me cope. Sharing with others who understand and seeking that way out of my hell.
 
-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
798
Too much.
 
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etherealspring

etherealspring

can someone just kill me already
Mar 27, 2024
281
i hop on a few times a day just to scroll through any new posts. idk how but it sort of keeps me grounded?
 
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mapleboy

mapleboy

sleepy...
May 22, 2023
91
I check it as frequently as Discord, several times per hour on a daily basis. I spend a lot of time constantly refreshing the page to read any new threads that have been posted.
 
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BlueButterfly19

Member
Sep 14, 2024
36
When I was new it was once in a while, but been checking for new messages or just browsing through threads for several hours a day the past few days. On page 20 of the suicidal memes thread it cheers me up.
 
hungryhamster

hungryhamster

Member
Oct 16, 2024
9
ive just joined recently and i check it briefly for notifications throughout the day, but usually i save looking through new posts and replying at night.
 
DeadNotSleeping

DeadNotSleeping

Another lamb that chose the slaughter
Oct 7, 2024
150
I check it as frequently as Discord, several times per hour on a daily basis. I spend a lot of time constantly refreshing the page to read any new threads that have been posted.
Basically this. It's become a bit of an addiction I guess to just have it up in the background while I'm watching something.
 
kyuuketsuki

kyuuketsuki

weeb & neet ♡
Oct 8, 2023
188
i have tabs open nearly 24/7 on my phone, just not always using them. (i'm one of those people who has thousands on tabs open on their phone at any given time.) i really only check it a couple times a day usually, although lately more because i'm actively searching for a method.
 

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