How much morphine

[3cookies]

If I take 240mg of morphine daily (120 extended release & 120 immediate release) how much would I have to take to ctb? I also have Xanax, baclofen, and gabapentin and Dilantin in my medication regime. Would I need an anti-enemic as well? Would this be a realistically effective method? I hate to add to the numbers of "opioid epidemic" deaths but I can no longer live with all my diseases! And I'm so disabled I cannot ctb my gun shot, hanging, etc. being mainly bedbound means I'm only alone at bedtime.

 

[chrijo]

I've survived 6g morphine pills with flunitrazepam & alcohol, without any tolerance. Be careful with it, I've a permanent damage from this attempt. In my opinion - morphine pills are not safe for ctb. I think the constipation has ruined the resorption for me.

 

[aneurysm]

I've survived 6g morphine pills

6g of morphine?!! That's like 30 times the lethal dose (lethal dose is 200mg)

how dosed where the pills? (how much mg per pill)
And how many pills? also What kind of permanent damage do you have?

 

[chrijo]

Hi Daisy :-)

100x60mg morphine pills. I had an compartment-syndrome in both legs because of rhabdomyolysis. The circulation has stopped and the nerve in my left foot has been permanently damaged. Now i feel nothing in my left foot.

I ended up in hospital with a serious kidney failure and sepsis, horrible hallucinations, severe pain in both legs and had 2 surgeries.

EDIT: I woke up by myself days later. Nobody has rescued me...

 

[GeorgeJL]

If I take 240mg of morphine daily (120 extended release & 120 immediate release) how much would I have to take to ctb? I also have Xanax, baclofen, and gabapentin and Dilantin in my medication regime. Would I need an anti-enemic as well? Would this be a realistically effective method? I hate to add to the numbers of "opioid epidemic" deaths but I can no longer live with all my diseases! And I'm so disabled I cannot ctb my gun shot, hanging, etc. being mainly bedbound means I'm only alone at bedtime.

The morphine and xanax alone should do it. But IDK how much you have to take.

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[nopoint]

Hi Daisy :-)

100x60mg morphine pills. I had an compartment-syndrome in both legs because of rhabdomyolysis. The circulation has stopped and the nerve in my left foot has been permanently damaged. Now i feel nothing in my left foot.

I ended up in hospital with a serious kidney failure and sepsis, horrible hallucinations, severe pain in both legs and had 2 surgeries.

EDIT: I woke up by myself days later. Nobody has rescued me...

Well here goes the morphine method for me. Cannot risk this.

 

[chrijo]

i just want to say morphine is a good method but not in pill form. Morphine itself paralyzes the intestine and that was obviously my downfall. No one survives 6 grams of morphine when fully resorbed.

 

[3cookies]

I've survived 6g morphine pills with flunitrazepam & alcohol, without any tolerance. Be careful with it, I've a permanent damage from this attempt. In my opinion - morphine pills are not safe for ctb. I think the constipation has ruined the resorption for me.

I don't think I can take that chance. Once all is settled I plan on CTB ASAP. My life is misery and I can't take it anymore. But I cannot risk failing or permanently injuring myself.

 

[GeorgeJL]

I don't think I can take that chance. Once all is settled I plan on CTB ASAP. My life is misery and I can't take it anymore. But I cannot risk failing or permanently injuring myself.

SN doesn't have any permanent side effects if survived.

 

[mxe is the best]

i've taken very high amounts of opiods without much tolerance on 6 or 7 occasions.. i OD'd five nights in a row with strong type RCs.. obv i didn't die, but i would have extreme nausea, get really high and constantly throw up and hallucinate. despite feeling high, i also felt very sick, like an awful alcohol hangover.

i feel like i came back to normal fairly quickly, days, but it was a horrible experience, and for me taking an OD is not the way to go. i would advise agaisnt it, it's very easy to survive drug over doses, can also be very painful. sometimes people die, but not always.

plus morphine, even if injected, you can easily survive trying to CTB that way.

 

[aneurysm]

SN doesn't have any permanent side effects if survived.

your risk of cancer would be skyrocketing

 

[GeorgeJL]

your risk of cancer would be skyrocketing

"The International Agency for the Research of Cancer (IARC) has reviewed ingested nitrates and nitrites and classified them as probably carcinogenic" Doesn't sound too definitive.

 

[aneurysm]

Doesn't sound too definitive.

for smaller amounts I guess

 

[zen]

hi i have anout 25 of benzos(xanax,clonazepam for sleep disordes).
If i take few of them and go sleep in a close car at 11pm...would i be dead during night..?

 

[GoPeaceful]

hi i have anout 25 of benzos(xanax,clonazepam for sleep disordes).
If i take few of them and go sleep in a close car at 11pm...would i be dead during night..?

It is nearly impossible to die from benzodiazepines alone. You need to combine it with for example alcohol, but I doubt 25 pills are enough. Check out the Peaceful Pill handbook in the resource section, it gives information about the best lethal mixes.

 

[zen]

It is nearly impossible to die from benzodiazepines alone. You need to combine it with for example alcohol, but I doubt 25 pills are enough. Check out the Peaceful Pill handbook in the resource section, it gives information about the best lethal mixes.

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[406metallicblue]

My stocks are running at about 30 nitrazepam 10mg, 40 tercian 100mg, 50 seresta 50mg,40mg acupan and 20 quetapine 200mg. There is no way i would rely on pills alone to go, even that whole lot, they would be used in conjunction with some alcohol for a CO inspired finish, just to put me to sleep for long enough. I know that just a handful of these will ko me for ten hours with a few glasses of wine, ie 200 mg tercian, 400mg quetapine, 200mg seresta and a couple of nitrazepam.

I previously took 100ml of morphine sulphate, 10 slow release morphine and a handful of valium 5mg with alcohol and just woke up 10 hours later feeling very disorientated and high. It takes a lot of this stuff to even approach ctb with any serious chance of success. and i had zero tolerance for the morphine.