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sm20

Student
May 5, 2021
132
It feels weird everytime I see a post from someone saying they're about to be gone, it just got me to wondering how long does everyone plan to stay alove? I could see myself going at least another year, most likely 3 yearsr and then I'd die after I graduate from college. I'm not looking forward to moving away from my friends and getting a real job.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,327
I don't have a date planned and I have no plans to do it in the immediate future. I don't really want to be here but dying is a hard task for me. I never want to live until I am old, I have always thought that. It just depends on what my circumstances are like as I go through life.
 
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Beachedwhale

Mage
Mar 3, 2021
526
In the coming weeks or months if things don't start to improve.
 
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insanedoomer

insanedoomer

Zé"HaZarD
Jan 10, 2021
244
Until my C.T.B date comes :)
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Ummm for the time being I'm really trying to live but I don't want to get to be 40 so, maybe, I have less than 7 years left.
Yet, I might try to ctb impulsively any random day thanks to my lovely bipolar disorder type I.
 
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Fthis

Fthis

Student
Dec 8, 2020
192
It feels weird everytime I see a post from someone saying they're about to be gone, it just got me to wondering how long does everyone plan to stay alove? I could see myself going at least another year, most likely 3 yearsr and then I'd die after I graduate from college. I'm not looking forward to moving away from my friends and getting a real job.
I'm nearing the end of high school, I'm thinking after graduation, I'm going to relax for a month, get all the stuff for SN, then do it
 
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LifeQuitter2018

LifeQuitter2018

Wanderer
Aug 12, 2018
414
Less than 3 years.
 
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LivingANDDying26

LivingANDDying26

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2019
1,470
Honestly within a month. I can't with this bullshit much longer.

I can't think of being alive for the year. I needa be up and on with it.
 
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ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

Enlightened
Feb 2, 2019
1,224
Until I explore every and all possibilities that could improve my situation. Carrying out self-deliverance is the last act, and one owes it to themselves to not leave any rock unturned. When I get to to the point where I'm confident that no rocks have been left unturned and the urge to do something extreme like standing in front of a high speed train becomes the most desirable thing...
 
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Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
Ive never seen myself living beyond 40 which is this year, but that was a childish mindset with no idea on adult hood. Now? I don't want to wake up tomorrow, but my world doesn't make it simple for me, I have to live for others, I have to do things for others, CTB is the last thing I have left that I can control, but even that's being taken from me at the moment
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
My method is shallow water blackout. The sea stays pretty warm until the end of October in my part of the world. There are plenty of remote islands where almost nobody lives. I hope my corpse gets eaten by a shark or a flock of dolphins. Yes, dolphins eat corpses too sometimes. Adorable, right?
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
5,823
I am not sure probably in some years. But I do dangerous stuff like reduce medication. I don't know if I survive another psychosomatic pain again. For me this pain and poverty is the reason why I want to leave. Poverty only comes in some years. At the very latest this will be my last nail in the coffin.
 
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In2TheVoid

In2TheVoid

Pathological
Feb 18, 2021
75
I feel like I will die this summer but it's hard to know
 
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Choicer

Member
May 7, 2021
11
I give myself 6 weeks for things to improve. I have increased meds. I have applied for various things in the hope that somehow things will get better. If after that time I'm no further forward then I will take that as I'm not meant to be here. Daily suicidal thoughts are so difficult to live with.
 
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Suicide_1992

Suicide_1992

Member
Apr 25, 2021
11
I've planned to be gone by the 30th of may this year (My 29th birthday)

I have a Doctors appointment on the 28th of May and im not sure what its about as the home based treatment team set it up before dropping me from their services.

They referred me to IAPT before they let me go, but at the interview with IAPT they were concerned for my safety and sent me back.

being passed around like this is so shit and if that's all im getting I dont see any point keeping going.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Either June, October, or August it depends how much mental anguish I can tolerate
 
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Whole-Ad

Student
Apr 4, 2021
175
Told myself that I'd never see June, but that's now looking likely since I'm stuck in a psych ward at the moment and my whole plan has been ruined.

Once I get out of here, my parents will be constantly watching me, checking my packages etc. Using this time now to plan a different method out. Something that doesn't require much, and I think I'm almost finished.
 
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FinalDestination

Here lies my hopes and dreams
Mar 10, 2020
190
Shortly after my birthday that's at the end of May (kinda soon now I think about it) and honestly it just feels like my time.
 
avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
Likely in the next 3 years at most. Broken beyond repair from the last 5 years and am simply taking my time to spend a little of it with my family before I leave. I owe them that at least....
 
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popuoh

popuoh

Wanderer of worlds
Jan 28, 2021
58
I guess I'll only be alive for the next few months (3 months top) but that's about it because unlike all the previous years, this time if I keep on living there would be huge consequences that I'm certain that I won't be able to live with it.
 
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Bullit

Bullit

Mage
May 6, 2021
504
I'm nearing the end of high school, I'm thinking after graduation, I'm going to relax for a month, get all the stuff for SN, then do it
F this,you're in high school? That's too young to be thinking cbt! F that! Try to get help.
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
Dec 25, 2020
1,154
In three years time, as I'll be turning 30. People I know from high school are successful in life, career or family-wise. I have nothing. I have never felt more uncomfortable in my own skin.
 
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MaybeSoon

Experienced
Oct 11, 2019
261
Honestly not sure, by the end of July hopefully, it's the only free month I have in regards to birthdays and celebrations etc.. and it's far enough from Christmas so people can recover. I just don't know if it's this July or in the future. Ideally it would have been 2 years ago. People would have recovered by now but I keep selfishly prolonging it.
 
Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,082
I plan to hang around at least until the U.S. government releases it's report next month on
Unidentified Aerial Phenomenon, aka UFO's.
 
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FireFox

Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
1,835
When I turn 30 I plan to kill myself. I will kill myself outside and not at home.
1) Drowning myself in the river Thames or a large lake in London.
2) Overdose in a nature area
3) Carbon monoxide in tent
Still deciding
I cant live for another 10 years anymore.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
OD in a forest sounds like bliss....
When I turn 30 I plan to kill myself. I will kill myself outside and not at home.
1) Drowning myself in the river Thames or a large lake in London.
2) Overdose in a nature area
3) Carbon monoxide in tent
Still deciding
I cant live for another 10 years anymore.
 

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