How much does mundanity affect your thoughts of suicide?

[NikePopuli]

For me, the fact the my life is so boring is a major factor.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

A bit. However, life is mundane because I have no interest in hobbies, and I have no interest in hobbies because I am depressed due to being born the wrong sex, and I am bored of life because I am born the wrong sex.

It is a vicious and complex cycle for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, certainly part of the reason as to why I've never wished to exist is because I despise the whole concept of life, I see it as being something undesirable and tedious, all that we are doing as humans is just passing the time until we inevitably die and I have no interest in this. I find repeating the same basic tasks day after day to be so tiring, like you have to eat so you don't suffer more and things like that.

The concept of life is centred around the fulfilment of needs and this is never ending until we die. The human body which can potentially torture us so much is literally like a prison to me, and as humans we are all slaves to it. My dislike for life itself is why I could never want to exist under any circumstances, and I see life itself as being the true problem. I simply don't like life, it's not for me in any way, I hate being awake and simply being aware of this world, it's unnecessary, there was never a need for me to be here and 22 years of this is way more than enough.

 

[Inferno]

My life is extremely boring, every day is the same as the last, school, work, games, sleeping, socialising. Sure some of it is fun but I can't accept the fact that I'm going to be doing the exact same things over and over again until I die. 60 more years of just, this? Something doesn't seem right. Maybe I'm just not putting myself out there enough, who knows.

 

[Sadgirldaisy]

I just work and sleep. I don't really see any reason to stay alive for such an unfulfilling life.