How many years have you been suffering from suicidal thoughts ?

[LonelyEmerald]

First time I was 10/11 but I ended up suppressing it. Came back around 15/16 with my first attempt being at 17

 

[Reallysad]

On and off for about 4 years and it's awful.
Just wish things would get better in my life esp relationship wise

 

[BipolarExpress]

Twenty-fucking-five years, on and off.

 

[p24601]

0 years but about 6 months when my life fell apart and I realised no matter what I do my life is over

 

[May_]

10 years now. People keep telling me it will get better and I hate it.

 

[☆AwaitingEntropy☆]

About 13 years. I thought I'd grow out of it. I certainly did not, haha.

 

[SectOfValtiel]

around 8-10 years? hard to tell because i can barely remember my mental state growing up, i know i pushed it down for awhile but i cant remember exactly when it started to surface again
a lot of it was more so 'i dont want to be *here*' but the past 5 or so years it definitely changed
especially this year

 

[newbie87]

I been dealing with suicidal thoughts ,depression and anxiety for 11.5 years now.
How long have you guys had these thoughts for ?

Since I was a child, now I'm 35. First time I wanted to die I had like 8 years. Always with anxiety problems and a depression with some normal laps that lasted months maximum. Right now, anxiety is beareable but depression attacked like a russian bear. And again suicide thoughts as months ago. I'm kind of tired of this situation.

 

[IntelligentLeg]

Since 1999...a few years.