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How many times have you attempted to kill yourself ?

  • Once

    Votes: 9 9.0%
  • Twice

    Votes: 17 17.0%
  • Three times

    Votes: 14 14.0%
  • Four Times

    Votes: 8 8.0%
  • 5

    Votes: 3 3.0%
  • 5 - 10

    Votes: 11 11.0%
  • 10 or more

    Votes: 8 8.0%
  • None yet

    Votes: 30 30.0%

  • Total voters
    100
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Unsure and alone

It's a slow fade
Dec 10, 2023
193
How many times have you tried to kill yourself ?
 
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Mors.Mors.Mors

Mors.Mors.Mors

Student
Dec 10, 2023
127
I have tred partial hanging two times. third time's the charm...
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
0 times but it's coming and I won't allow it to be a failure.
 
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Unsure and alone

It's a slow fade
Dec 10, 2023
193
Just updated it to add none yet so everyone can vote
For me it's been 5 times . Same method but each was a different experience.

Hopefully I'll recover or end it soon.
 
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deletedaccount30982

Illuminated
Mar 10, 2020
3,430
5 true attempts, countless impulsive/highly improbable attempts and neat attempts.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,362
IIRC, four times, but honestly they were not quite serious attempts.
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
798
I stopped counting
 
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asa

asa

Member
Aug 22, 2024
38
Once, but I was too afraid to follow through completely.
 
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thereisnoone

It’s getting cold
Mar 26, 2024
352
Ive tried once by partial with a scarf, I havent tied anything since idk I just have felt so exhausted it seems too much effort at the moment, and i feel as though im dying already
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,322
None. I'm so hoping I can make it one and out.
 
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WildAtHeart

WildAtHeart

tired
Oct 1, 2024
144
I've tried hanging twice, considered overdose but overdose is useless anyway. We will see if anything happens in the future
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,116
Not properly, I lack the means to painlessly free myself from this existence that just caused me to suffer, I'd fear trying to die going wrong and leading to way worse agony, for me it's so painful how I cannot just die in peace, I've suffered so much for so long but really I never should have suffered at all.
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,158
Around 5 times, I guess. Several attempts, all of which ended in failure due to my incompetence. Honestly, it feels kind of embarrassing how badly each of them failed.
 
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a_tired_autist

Member
Oct 5, 2024
23
None attempt yet on my part mainly due to the fact that propre preparation is needeed. Problably going for SN i think.

Ive been thinking about it for +10 years now and have attempted seeking help and medications to no avail so yeah.
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,699
Does an "almost" or semi-attempt count? If yes: then I have tried once already.
 
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skyflame

skyflame

Member
Oct 1, 2024
67
Not enough cos I'm still here. Bummer.
 
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ilikehamsters

ilikehamsters

Sleep, sleep is my happy place
Oct 2, 2024
30
If we are counting serious attempts only then two.

If we count non serious attempts then about five.
 
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Thisisnotaname

Arcanist
Aug 27, 2024
426
All my three attemps failed because of my incompetence.
Next will be the last. I'm aware now
 
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Sunghoon

Sunghoon

#1 Wasted sperm
Jul 18, 2024
28
Twice and both were impulsive. Third time is coming if nothing gets better third times a charm igg
 
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metothemoon

Student
Feb 11, 2024
146
Couple of "serious" attempts. But the semi-attempts are not worth counting anymore…
 
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LXR515

Member
Jun 12, 2024
39
Suprisingly with the years of suicidality I've endured, I haven't attempted yet. I think I'm just waiting to have everything I need and a mix of methods to ensure lethality. I don't want to end up hospitalized/crippled
 
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Leiot

Leiot

Coming back as a cat
Oct 2, 2024
341
I tried OD'ing..
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,197
I've tried to OD more times than I can count and thus far, I've always woken up. Never got Narcanned no matter how much I had done. SN is next.
 
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wren-briar

wrenbriar.gitlab.io
Jul 1, 2024
223
Twice and awaiting SN for 3rd.

Third one's the charm, right? 🤞
 
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purplesky9

Specialist
Sep 21, 2024
301
3 times. One overdose and two hangings. Didn't come close to dying in any of them though.
 
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nooneishome

Member
Oct 7, 2024
17
I lost count. Overdoses, partial and full hanging, a bridge and SN. I think I'm invincible honestly
 
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nomoredolor

nomoredolor

Specialist
Sep 7, 2024
369
An embarassing amount of times
 
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