How many times have you attempted to kill yourself ?

  • Once

    Votes: 8 11.1%
  • Twice

    Votes: 10 13.9%
  • Three times

    Votes: 10 13.9%
  • Four Times

    Votes: 7 9.7%
  • 5

    Votes: 3 4.2%
  • 5 - 10

    Votes: 7 9.7%
  • 10 or more

    Votes: 6 8.3%
  • None yet

    Votes: 21 29.2%

  • Total voters
    72
U

Unsure and alone

It's a slow fade
Dec 10, 2023
177
How many times have you tried to kill yourself ?
 
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Vivir_O_No

Member
Dec 10, 2023
68
I have tred partial hanging two times. third time's the charm...
 
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CantDoIt

Wizard
Jul 18, 2024
648
0 times but it's coming and I won't allow it to be a failure.
 
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Unsure and alone

It's a slow fade
Dec 10, 2023
177
Just updated it to add none yet so everyone can vote
For me it's been 5 times . Same method but each was a different experience.

Hopefully I'll recover or end it soon.
 
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willitpass

willitpass

Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
Mar 10, 2020
2,831
5 true attempts, countless impulsive/highly improbable attempts and neat attempts.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,151
IIRC, four times, but honestly they were not quite serious attempts.
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

Specialist
Jun 16, 2024
304
I stopped counting
 
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asa

asa

Member
Aug 22, 2024
22
Once, but I was too afraid to follow through completely.
 
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Surai

Surai

Member
Mar 26, 2024
69
Ive tried once by partial with a scarf, I havent tied anything since idk I just have felt so exhausted it seems too much effort at the moment, and i feel as though im dying already
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
8,934
None. I'm so hoping I can make it one and out.
 
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WildAtHeart

WildAtHeart

tired
Oct 1, 2024
34
I've tried hanging twice, considered overdose but overdose is useless anyway. We will see if anything happens in the future
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,330
Not properly, I lack the means to painlessly free myself from this existence that just caused me to suffer, I'd fear trying to die going wrong and leading to way worse agony, for me it's so painful how I cannot just die in peace, I've suffered so much for so long but really I never should have suffered at all.
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
2,958
Around 5 times, I guess. Several attempts, all of which ended in failure due to my incompetence. Honestly, it feels kind of embarrassing how badly each of them failed.
 
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a_tired_autist

Member
Oct 5, 2024
9
None attempt yet on my part mainly due to the fact that propre preparation is needeed. Problably going for SN i think.

Ive been thinking about it for +10 years now and have attempted seeking help and medications to no avail so yeah.
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,590
Does an "almost" or semi-attempt count? If yes: then I have tried once already.
 
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ilikehamsters

ilikehamsters

Sleep, sleep is my happy place
Oct 2, 2024
17
If we are counting serious attempts only then two.

If we count non serious attempts then about five.
 
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Eole2.0

Eole2.0

LF FR/German CTB partner
Aug 27, 2024
133
All my three attemps failed because of my incompetence.
Next will be the last. I'm aware now
 
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Sunghoon

Sunghoon

#1 Wasted sperm
Jul 18, 2024
25
Twice and both were impulsive. Third time is coming if nothing gets better third times a charm igg
 
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metothemoon

Member
Feb 11, 2024
22
Couple of "serious" attempts. But the semi-attempts are not worth counting anymore…
 
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LXR515

LXR515

Member
Jun 12, 2024
23
Suprisingly with the years of suicidality I've endured, I haven't attempted yet. I think I'm just waiting to have everything I need and a mix of methods to ensure lethality. I don't want to end up hospitalized/crippled
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
807
I've tried to OD more times than I can count and thus far, I've always woken up. Never got Narcanned no matter how much I had done. SN is next.
 
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wren-briar

wrenbriar.gitlab.io
Jul 1, 2024
123
Twice and awaiting SN for 3rd.

Third one's the charm, right? 🤞
 
P

purplesky9

Member
Sep 21, 2024
57
3 times. One overdose and two hangings. Didn't come close to dying in any of them though.
 
N

nooneishome

Member
Oct 7, 2024
6
I lost count. Overdoses, partial and full hanging, a bridge and SN. I think I'm invincible honestly
 

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