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hassan

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Jan 11, 2023
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How many spoons of SN should I use and how much water
 
Zaragoza

Zaragoza

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As far as i know, 25mg of sn should be enough. There are a lot more to it though, please educate yourself before trying anything
 
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I don't know. You should be fasting for around 2 days though. Again, please don't do anything without knowledge. If you're really desperate, try other methods that are more straight forward
 
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hassan

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I don't know. You should be fasting for around 2 days though. Again, please don't do anything without knowledge. If you're really desperate, try other methods that are more straight forward
Thanks I've been reading the guides and will follow that
 
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hassan

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Is 25gr not 25mg.


No.
You have to weigh it on a scale.
Lol I have to use a scale for the first time never knew dying was so hard
 
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Jan 23, 2023
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Lol I have to use a scale for the first time never knew dying was so hard
it is one of the most complicated things. When it should be so easy, if we had the fundamental right to die :(
 
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hassan

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it is one of the most complicated things. When it should be so easy, if we had the fundamental right to die :(
So true death should be a given right would literally pay my whole savings to end it
 
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Source Energy

I want to be where people areN'T...
Jan 23, 2023
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Me too. I would give every dime I have for a bottle of Nembutal. I'll do SN, but I'm scared shitless, and I still dream someone has some N and changed their mind about using it....
 
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jessisme

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Dec 3, 2022
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Me too. I would give every dime I have for a bottle of Nembutal. I'll do SN, but I'm scared shitless, and I still dream someone has some N and changed their mind about using it....

I'm scared shitless of SN too, there are so many uncertainties and unknowns.
 
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Source Energy

I want to be where people areN'T...
Jan 23, 2023
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I'm scared shitless of SN too, there are so many uncertainties and unknowns.
I ordered it, but I'm not sure if I won't chicken out. I have no other alternatives. I'm dying inside every day, I'm dealing with a soul crushing thing...I will have no choice...better an end of suffering, that suffering without an end...
 
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jessisme

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Dec 3, 2022
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I ordered it, but I'm not sure if I won't chicken out. I have no other alternatives. I'm dying inside every day, I'm dealing with a soul crushing thing...I will have no choice...better an end of suffering, that suffering without an end...

I'm in the same position. I face a future of solitude and virtually unlimited suffering. I have to escape it. I have the SN but I don't know that I will be able to bring myself to do it. But I HAVE to, it is my only option. If only it were easier and there weren't so many side effects/unknowns. xo, j
 
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