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xulam

xulam

my soul is rotten
May 8, 2024
24
I managed to collect around 240 pills = 84 grams. most of them being prescription only (red label). there are fluoxetin, paracetamol, dipirona, dimenhydrinate, diazepam, bupropion, duloxetin, desvenlafaxine, lisdexamfetamine and some other random pills.
They are at least a year old and idk if it affects the effectiveness.
Honestly, I don't plan on killing myself but it's just a precaution in case I need to. Would it kill me? If not how many more do I need? Will it hurt too much?
And most importantly, can it create judicial problems to those who have let me borrow some medicine or the doctors who prescribed me during the years?
 
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sos

sos

Specialist
Jul 22, 2024
314
i think you should do some research for each pill, especially since you've not specified how much of every pill you have

i mean you could have 200 paracetamols and the other 40 being the rest of the pills

hard to judge

but yeah; more importantly; every pill has its own side effect. i'm sure that taking everything at once will be harmful in some kind of way

And most importantly, can it create judicial problems to those who have let me borrow some medicine or the doctors who prescribed me during the years?
they've been prescribed for a reason so whatever you do w them is your own responsibility

there's no way for doctors or anyone else to monitor your activities with the pills once you've picked them

so it's not like they're gonna do an investigation and give your doctors a slap on the wrist

as to those who have given the pills to you, there wouldn't be a way to track them, is there? so i wouldn't worry about that
 
failure383

failure383

Student
Jul 2, 2024
103
None of them if you don't want serious brain damage, organ failure and agonizing pain. Look up Serotonin Syndrome and Diphenhydramine overdose for the SSRIs/SNRIs and Diphenhydramine respectively. Paracatamol overdose is extremely agonizing too. Diazepam might make you sleep for very long. Taking those pills all together and hoping to die is stupid and you shouldn't do it.
 
xulam

xulam

my soul is rotten
May 8, 2024
24
None of them if you don't want serious brain damage, organ failure and agonizing pain. Look up Serotonin Syndrome and Diphenhydramine overdose for the SSRIs/SNRIs and Diphenhydramine respectively. Paracatamol overdose is extremely agonizing too. Diazepam might make you sleep for very long. Taking those pills all together and hoping to die is stupid and you shouldn't do it.
okay. yeah, i thought it was unlikely to work too.. i'll find something else. thank you for the warning :)
 
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