tiredandafraid

tiredandafraid

Silent Night
Aug 23, 2024
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I have a painless method, or so it is supposed to be. Here in Peru it is still possible to get N and I have two doses. But the survival instinct does not help me. I guess I have a very strong survival instinct. It is difficult for me. Sometimes I would like to do CTB with someone else but I don't know if it is possible. I never thought that ending my own life would be so difficult.
How long does the N stay good for?