Laststop

Laststop

Experienced
Jul 9, 2019
243
I had an aunt go off out of state and OD on meds, a cousin that put a rifle in his mouth and shot himself, and a kid that was the son of friends who hung himself at only 22. I went to his funeral. You could make out the rope mark on his neck a little. It was tough. He was a sweet kid.
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
Not Enough!
(sorry I know that sounds terrible but I have known a lot of very bad people )
 
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HGL91

HGL91

Warlock
Jul 2, 2019
720
My grandmother hung herself. A family friend also hung herself.
 
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Timeless

Timeless

May everyone find relief when it comes to it..🤕
Aug 15, 2018
58
In family my cousin comitted suide 4 weeks ago.
Therefore an girlfriend she jumped to the train

And and good a whomen who hanged herslef without letting aanyone know what she wanted
 
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Morphinekiss

Enlightened
Jun 8, 2019
1,207
4 confirmed, 1 suspected

Edit: brother, ex-boyfriend, two former students of mine.

It's suspected my uncle also killed himself.
 
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Pilum Muralis

Pilum Muralis

“We'll never be as young as we are tonight.”
Jul 2, 2019
187
My sister in law took an overdose of insulin. She was type 1 diabetic. I also had a good friend pass away. I don't know how, but he had a really bad alcohol problem. I still miss him, and feel I failed him.
 
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Bulletwbttrflywings

Bulletwbttrflywings

My soul is awakened... and I’m f*cked
May 29, 2019
244
My cousin and a best friend from college... both with bullets.

Still haunts me
 
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Snowx88

Snowx88

Member
Jun 29, 2019
68
None so far. I would be the first in my entire family /relatives to ctb. Which kinda scares me that I failed at life and everyone else succeeded related to me.
 
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blanketyblk

blanketyblk

Mage
Jun 9, 2019
575
Only one. thus far....
 
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ProhibereDolor

ProhibereDolor

Cloak and Dagger
May 21, 2019
88
Are we talking about both successful and unsuccessful attempts or just those that actually completed it? If unsuccessful then other than myself only one person. If successful then none.
 
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Asta

Asta

Specialist
Jun 7, 2019
318
Eight. Five with N, one with rifle, one drowning, one jumping from the Golden Gate.
 
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magick'sgone

magick'sgone

And so on it goes....
May 16, 2019
125
I've been to 4 suicide funerals. 3 were from the same family and within a 2 year period. The first one set off the chain. First the daughter went, then the mother, then the father.
 
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GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2019
1,621
I had an aunt go off out of state and OD on meds, a cousin that put a rifle in his mouth and shot himself, and a kid that was the son of friends who hung himself at only 22. I went to his funeral. You could make out the rope mark on his neck a little. It was tough. He was a sweet kid.
I don't know anyone in family or friends that committed suicide.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
Mother, grandmother, aunt, two cousins, two acquaintances, a co-worker (I'm pretty sure that wasn't an accident) = 8 so far
 
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Thanatos

Outsider
Mar 23, 2018
360
I've been to 4 suicide funerals. 3 were from the same family and within a 2 year period. The first one set off the chain. First the daughter went, then the mother, then the father.
Worried I'll set off the chain with my family, inherited all their mental illness. Feel like I was engineered to be fucked up
 
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vulturecyclop

Member
May 23, 2019
83
None.
 
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peacetoall

peacetoall

Member
May 24, 2019
94
My older brother. One friend I knew from High School.
 
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vonvonwantpeace

vonvonwantpeace

Specialist
Jul 26, 2019
331
my cousin, 16 year old.
 
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Ruffian

Ruffian

Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
Jan 16, 2019
696
3 I know of. I don't know all of my history. I have a nephew with ideation and a ton of issues. Some days the thought of him keeps me here - I wouldn't want it to influence him. Then again, my family has definitely kept up a host of lies through generations - I'm sure a story about "mixing up medications," or something to fit the method would explain me away quickly.
 
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TheBlackSwordsman

TheBlackSwordsman

Student
Apr 24, 2019
115
None. Kind of wish I did so I could observe up close what this does to a family.
 
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Roger

Roger

I Liked Ike
May 11, 2019
972
About thirteen

Gassing x 5 (2 coal gas, 3 CO in car)

Hanging x 3

Shooting x 3

Parachute x 1

Train x 1

Me. But not quite yet.
 
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Saga

Saga

In my memories a smiling me doesn't exist
Jul 20, 2019
175
My uncle committed suicide 3 years ago, he shot himself in the head he survived that for a couple of days but he never woke up and eventually they had to take off the life line that was keeping him on this planet..he is at peace now...I wish I will be soon
 
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AnnonyBox

AnnonyBox

Specialist
Apr 11, 2018
334
I suspect more than one, but I'm shite at funerals so I never find out. The one I do know of went out by carbon monoxide poisoning. Overall, I'd say it was a peaceful way to go. Considering what I knew of the family life, it must have been a mercy to go.
 
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imademypicture

imademypicture

Member
Mar 13, 2019
29
My cousin sister. She was 3rd year art student. She jumped from the 2nd floor, ended up in the hospital for couple of days but couldn't make it.
 
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Etherealdignity333

Etherealdignity333

Ad Astra
Jul 21, 2019
172
My dad. I feel we were a lot alike. He made it to 34, though, so he's got two years on me.
 
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Shamana

Warlock
May 31, 2019
716
2.

A friend from my childhood and teenagehood. Hanged himself around 20 years old.

My best friends little brother when he was about 18 hanged himself.
 
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Rez_MbChB

Professional
May 21, 2019
141
4 confirmed, 1 suspected

Edit: brother, ex-boyfriend, two former students of mine.

It's suspected my uncle also killed himself.
do you feel any guilt about the ex bf? I feel like commiting soley because of my ex but ofc dont want her to feel guilty
 
epic

epic

Enlightened
Aug 9, 2019
1,813
2, Friends brother, brother's friend's mother
 
Letmego. Please

Letmego. Please

Wizard
Nov 18, 2018
619
3 friends
1 birth mother
 
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Morphinekiss

Enlightened
Jun 8, 2019
1,207
do you feel any guilt about the ex bf? I feel like commiting soley because of my ex but ofc dont want her to feel guilty
No. He had severe ptsd from being a combat medic. I wish I could have helped him more, but I know his demons got him in the end.
 
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