Discussion How long have you been suicidal?

[ZeroM24]

Since 2014. I was 12 years old. But it got way worse in the last 2 years.

 

[Green_leaf]

I'm not suicidal. I just have a plan.

Best thing I've ever read on this website.

 

[Pessimist]

Since 2014. I was 12 years old. But it got way worse in the last 2 years.

Your pfp looks a bit happier xD

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

Since I was 9, made my first attempt at 11

 

[ZeroM24]

Your pfp looks a bit happier xD

I like dark ironic humor. :)

 

[vanibless]

Since I was 11, before that I was also unhappy with my life but idk if I thought about suicide as much as much I started at that age and do now

 

[Pessimist]

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[badandsmall]

11 years. Went through the whole therapy/psych thing. Didn't work.

 

[TANETS]

On and off since 2016 I believe. 2018 is when I felt the strongest suicidal ideation of my life, where I was close to jumping out of my apartments window. The only thing holding me back was my fear of the pain

 

[Tired_of_myself]

it's been more than 20 years, my first attempt I was 12

 

[JoysoftheEmptiness]

I been suicidal for too long. I'm a survivor, but its so fucking painful. I never stop crying.

 

[-nobodyknows-]

About 10 years at this point

 

[ctemourge]

since i was 7 :( im 22 now lol

 

[thedevilwithin]

around 12 years. more than half my age.

 

[empty]

Almost 5 years.

 

[Unleashtherain]

For the past 4 years. Ironically, after receiving "help".

 

[lexx]

Almost 15 years... fuck

 

[Pessimist]

A lot of time has passed but I still think it's an interesting and important thread.

 

[Riu]

Fourth grade I had the thought that it would be better to die.

 

[thelostautistic]

I'm 24 and it's nearly been 13 years since I started feeling suicidal. I can't remember what it's like to not feel this way

 

[sessh0maru]

it started when i was in the 5th grade and got full on depressed. i was cutting myself and was forced to get counselling. i attempted in the 6th, 7th, and 8th grade multipule times, with no sucsessful attemps.

 

[♡Sayori_Kinnie♡]

Since I was ten, but it was mostly passively. Like, I didn't actively try to CTB but I wouldn't have minded if I died either.

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

9 years old was my first attempts. sometimes the thoughts have gone away but never for very long. usually i am at least passivlely suicidal.

 

[TwoSoulsLiveInMe]

About 12 years, with a short reprieve from those thoughts from when I was 20-21, but it's never really gone away or gotten better.

 

[CuckoosInvisible]

passive ideation at 10 y/o active ideation starting sometime during adolescence

 

[aesthetic]

i've been suicidal for years and not a day goes by that i don't think about killing myself.