Wow so many people suicidal for so long for me it is just been these past two years and only because of my physical health that was ruined by a medical procedure and I've been bedridden in sick and suffering for three years now I have tried everything to get better multiple procedures and just had a surgery two months ago but it also failed so now I just want out I am done I can't live like this anymore and there's nothing more they can do for me so here I am stuck there is a very trapped feeling to be trapped so sick but not be able to ask your doctors to kill you it's injustice if you ask me anyway it will be coming soon I think