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MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
687
I feel like I do things sporadically and despite always fantasizing and wishing for death I only really attempt a few times. All failed obviously as I'm here. But I usually plan my attempt the day I think of it. I see some people have dated months from now but I just do it randomly.

So how long do you plan out your ctb attempt before doing it and do you make a date?
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Id like to go beginning of june of this year.

It will more than an attempt , it will be sucessful. Bringing ash grey charcoal briquettes inside my tent , then sealing the tent as the co build up slowly, i will drink SN.

There is no way im surviving this.

Maybe if i tie a rope to my neck, as i become inconscious, i will hang myself at the same time that sn and co kill me.
 
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DinoDaAltaTCPCacaRt

Member
Dec 27, 2023
68
Probably this month
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,408
For me at least, no matter when I decide to CTB I know I will have to prepare for at least a few months before I can make it happen. There's a lot for me to do, mainly organizing legal matters, deleting files, and preparing the documents/notes/recordings/other creative endeavors I have planned that are meant to help illustrate exactly why my life should not be grieved over.
 
Silent Raindrops

Silent Raindrops

The Darkness Awaits Me
Feb 3, 2024
263
My date as of this second is somewhere between mid April to mid May. I plan on doing some biking first, and then hiking in March, and during that time, I will find my final spot.
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
I want to die before I reach 25 (in 2025) so I have like a little over a year and a half. I want to make a perfect plan and execute it perfectly so that I succeed. It's kind of overwhelming to decide on the specifics and method though, so I haven't actually made a real plan yet. In the best case scenario I get approved for euthanasia….
 
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