How long are you on here, usually?

[Un-]

I'm sort of curious, but.. More selfishly, I just want to know if I'm alone in the fact that I usually spend multiple hours on here. I have nothing else to do, and nowhere else to go. By definition, I have no life.

 

[[HNO]]

same. it's some sort of cope to me

 

[akana]

i do too

 

[Hope:-)]

I always have the tab open.

 

[thebunny]

i spend most of my time in a day browsing through the forum, looking for new threads and people to help out. i find this website comforting knowing that i'm not the only person who's feeling the way i feel and is somewhat a coping mechanism rn.

 

[FuneralCry]

Too long. I wish that I wasn't here, I wish that I was gone from this world. I envy those who come on here and get method info and just leave. Dead people are lucky as they don't have to endure endless days of misery.

 

[western_heart]

I voted two hours or less.

Screen Time on my phone says I spend about 15-30 minutes on average on here, if I look at individual days it is sometimes more. But I also visit on my computer, where I'll read more threads and write longer messages.

Sometimes I just check for notifications & any attention grabbing threads on the front page.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

check it on and off all day… It is soothing… Makes me feel like I am doing some thing about my problems researching my solution… But in reality I haven't really lifted a finger towards ending my life… It's just a distraction from my hideous circumstances and the walls closing in

 

[Eternal Soul]

Over the past few months, I have noticed that I am spending more and more time here (a few hours a day). Usually as an unregistered lurker, but now also as a forum member.

 

[NeverEndingPain]

I always have the tab open.

Same

 

[Flying Away]

Long enough to be ignored

 

[chloramine]

It really depends on the day for me. There are some days when I can't summon the energy to bother and others that I don't have time to be on here. I'm really glad this forum is here when I can be here.

 

[sewercide]

On and off during the day, time isn't measurable in limbo.

 

[outrider567]

Well, I only come on here when
I'm extremely depressed, so
I come on here many times each day

 

[Idontmatter]

I'm on here pretty much all day and will probably be on it the day I ctb seeing if anyone wants to chat during the process to help calm my nerves

 

[Rational man]

AmaZing numbers ca st

 

[lionetta12]

Ever since I made my account on here, this is the only thing in my life that give me any sort of peace, comfort and feeling of safety. I cope with life until I can CTB by visiting the site a couple times every hour when I'm awake.

 

[Sick of it all]

I am on here often. I mostly lurk in the chat or the threads. Sometimes I show myself, but that is rare.

 

[Lily (Osako)]

Off and on all day and night :/

 

[Obliviate]

It's the only place I feel safe to talk about CTB and we can all do research together and not be alone. It's such a relief to not have prolifers in your face. Although I will admit it gives me lots of anxiety and panic attacks reading through all the info and threads of people's experiences so I'm now trying to limit my use and distract myself a bit.

 

[dukedoom]

I usually come on here to read info about other people's attempts/practice attempts for about 20 minutes per day. I find that reading too much about other peoples struggle will interfere with my own will to CBT.

 

[SamTam33]

I also keep the tab open but I can go a couple days without actually browsing.

It's the oddest thing, but I typically only come when I'm in a relatively "good" mood and/or inebriated.

I also visit when I'm at the front-end of a massive spiral and need a distraction.

When I'm sober, I get irked easily and don't have the temperament to read other people's opinions.

But when I'm drunk... l can post for hours. Long philosophical posts and stories.

(When I'm BEYOND drunk is when I post a lot of stuff that I need to go back and edit LMAO)

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I have been on SaSu for many hours at a time, seemingly entire days sometimes. Just took a 3 or 4 week break, though. I've just too much to do and probably won't be on as much as I once was.

 

[BBBB]

Ever since I made my account on here, this is the only thing in my life that give me any sort of peace, comfort and feeling of safety. I cope with life until I can CTB by visiting the site a couple times every hour when I'm awake.

Me too!