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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
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After being isolated for 6 years after a heartbreak I turned to YouTube instead of seeking positive hobby outlets (meditation, yoga, dance, belly dance) if only I knew I'd still be able to fight but I damaged myself with alcoholism and YouTube addiction and negative YouTube videos that ruined my psyche it's another reason why I'm so negative and toxic
 
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sharky

Lost
Dec 15, 2021
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What videos/channels do you watch on YouTube?
 
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houseofleaves

and this with thee remains.
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What do you mean by "negative videos"?
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
What videos/channels do you watch on YouTube?
I was watching so many toxic news stations which always portray the horror of humanity which reinforces my belief (humanity is awful and horrible) based off my bullying and abusive relationship experience. And also videos of spiritual beliefs, and negative videos about CTB it was really bad my brain is filled with negativity

I don't have specific station names rn
What do you mean by "negative videos"?
Awful violent videos, conspiracy videos, fighting videos, toxic news stations, protest, etc etc just consuming too much negativity
 
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sharky

sharky

Lost
Dec 15, 2021
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I was watching so many toxic news stations which always portray the horror of humanity which reinforces my belief (humanity is awful and horrible) based off my bullying and abusive relationship experience. And also videos of spiritual beliefs, and negative videos about CTB it was really bad my brain is filled with negativity

I don't have specific station names rn
Why don't you try watching positive videos? Dogs always cheer me up, But I also like science videos and travel vlogs. There's so much stuff on YouTube. Try something new instead of negative videos about stupid humanity (yes humanity is awful)
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
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Also I used quora and Reddit to vent in r/depression and r/suicidewatch etc about my horrible break up. I never knew how to cope emotions in a positive way. How I was raised it was always TV, and video games. My dad would recommend positive outlets such as reading writing drawing
Why don't you try watching positive videos? Dogs always cheer me up, But I also like science videos and travel vlogs. There's so much stuff on YouTube. Try something new instead of negative videos about stupid humanity (yes humanity is awful)
I guess it fed my negative feelings reinforcing how I felt. Another awful mistake I agree with you, if I known how bad I'd get id avoid YouTube at all cost as well as video games instead invest in hobbies
 
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