They all openly hate me. I hate me too. No one's going to miss me, thankfully.
you are so lucky.i have little sister always she care about me.but i just make them sad.my parent getting old.i have to ctb.
My mother committed suicide when I was 9, and my dad has been in and out of prison my entire life. I've only seen him a few times, and want nothing to do with him.
For a few years my family consisted of my grandmother and grandfather, before the latter passed away when I was 12 or 13, leaving me with just the former. She's often very unsympathetic about my physical and mental condition, and despite us living together I wouldn't consider us close at all. We hardly speak to each other since I stay in my room for the majority of each day.
For a few years my family consisted of my grandmother and grandfather, before the latter passed away when I was 12 or 13, leaving me with just the former. She's often very unsympathetic about my physical and mental condition, and despite us living together I wouldn't consider us close at all. We hardly speak to each other since I stay in my room for the majority of each day.
couldntthinkofaname
Mage
- Aug 31, 2018
- 565
my family is nice as long as you dont have real problems
if you get real probleme though you are on
your own - nobody gives a fuck about your problems. no empathy whatsoever. i feel like im drowning but noone is throwing me a lifebelt in the water bc its just too much effort. they dont say it directly but i can feel it who they are just straight annoyed from me. as long as they dont experience the same struggle as me they wont understand me
the problem is id probably be the same if things were the other way around.
if you get real probleme though you are on
your own - nobody gives a fuck about your problems. no empathy whatsoever. i feel like im drowning but noone is throwing me a lifebelt in the water bc its just too much effort. they dont say it directly but i can feel it who they are just straight annoyed from me. as long as they dont experience the same struggle as me they wont understand me
the problem is id probably be the same if things were the other way around.
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And after thousands of posts like this parents here still say their death won't affect their sons or they are better without them...
Damn
Manic - depression
- Aug 27, 2018
- 49
I hate them but I am a c##t, but they are lovely people and everyone thinks so, dad #1 was violent and I'm the only one who remembers it everyone else says I'm lying. (punched my pregnant mum down, kick to the floor as a kid to many times) But he will always listen and cares a lot for the family just had a harsh up bringing dad#2 wants 5k to prove I'm his & said the only reason he didn't get in contact was because it's too dangerous for me an "every day I get up I'm a lucky man!!".. Complete shite an much more, mum loves me too much but also loved drugs an took a big chunk of my youth with her depression, couldn't get an abortion till too late in the ire, I bring anything up they just tell me to shut up cos I "just chat sh!t" etc sisters are very supportive of mum I'm glad because I just can't anymore, a bit of me died their, mates from school used to kick the siht outta me till I could get drugs then theirs normally something wanted, but after they found out I could be bi it's back to square one, in I am just a creep, nearly every girl I've met has fcuked me over, cheated, lied, or given serious reason to not trust, ("should just dump him" all the time, commitment isn't important, best mates partner etc etc), but everyone loves my family and not normally me so im genuinely sure it's me who's just the lieing bit of sh!t not them and all my memorys just didn't happen.
Damn
Manic - depression
- Aug 27, 2018
- 49
Holy sh!t I've just read your post, you must be like some kind of super strong rock God to go through that, seriously I feel like my problems are so tiny and insignificant in comparison.. . I send my strength too you. Xx
namelessx
Member
- Sep 4, 2018
- 34
they are treating me like a shit, always telling me to kill myself because they don't need me. mentally & physically abused. well yeah i guess we have a really great relationship .
couldntthinkofaname
Mage
- Aug 31, 2018
- 565
namelessx
Member
- Sep 4, 2018
- 34
"it'll be better if you're dead" "i regret that i gave birth to you" "you are useless, webare just wasting money for ur school, it'll be better if you're dead"
they actually tell that to me in our native language . most of the times it's my mom who was forcing me to kill my self , she's always embarassing me.infront of peoples calling me stupid, idot, brainless, etc. there are time that I just want to kill myself infront of her to show her how hurt i am. damn y am i crying .
couldntthinkofaname
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- Aug 31, 2018
- 565
namelessx
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- Sep 4, 2018
- 34
couldntthinkofaname
Mage
- Aug 31, 2018
- 565
namelessx
Member
- Sep 4, 2018
- 34
couldntthinkofaname
Mage
- Aug 31, 2018
- 565
namelessx
Member
- Sep 4, 2018
- 34
couldntthinkofaname
Mage
- Aug 31, 2018
- 565
cant u afford a place on your own? work?
or i dont know where you live but here people who are unemployement get supported financial by the state for rent and living costs
M0D
Member
- Jun 24, 2018
- 45
GoingSoonish
It is what it is
- Aug 19, 2018
- 126
My mother and I aren't on speaking terms. I text with my sister once every month or two. My aunt texts weekly but she admits that she's run out of things to say.
Brokenanddeadinside
Arcanist
- Aug 8, 2018
- 403
Only person in my family I care about really is my father. I am a only child and my mother was killed in a motorcycle accident after being ran over after car caused the accident when I was 8 months old.
Damn
Manic - depression
- Aug 27, 2018
- 49
akosineenee
Invisible idiot
- Aug 22, 2018
- 224
Parents passed away. Only child. Alienated relatives. Never knew my biological parents. Basically, non-existent.
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