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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
Husband and I had a fight and aren't talking. I'm not eating, just in case I decide tonight is the right time.

The days never get better. Only worse.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
Not so bad. I was angry with myself in the afternoon but now I'm feeling better.
 
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loopylou

Learn to fly
Jan 11, 2021
884
Drunk. Feeling shit. Meh :(
 
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Some1's_Wasted_Fetus

Student
Mar 20, 2021
174
Not too bad. I landed my first professional job (and it falls in line with my major) out of college after thinking I was virtually unemployable. Pay could be better, but benefits are decent and I'll at least have a full-time job to distract myself from my dark thoughts. I hate sitting at home doing nothing. I get consumed with anxiety and suicidal thoughts. At least school would preoccupy me
 
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Numbtopain97

Numbtopain97

deader than dead
Aug 10, 2019
443
Horrible.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
Pretty shitty :))
 
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Zzzzz

Zzzzz

Nothing compares to the bliss of death.
Aug 8, 2018
879
Very shitty. I just want to die already. But SI
 
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Cannedbones

Cannedbones

Sing me to sleep
Mar 14, 2021
65
Worthless. I just want to sleep and never wake up
 
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binturong

binturong

shining of stars calls me home
Jul 4, 2019
104
Trying to overcome social anxiety, I believe here I have a chance. This is the second message today and I almost didn't tremble, the stress is less than usual. I got hope.
Maybe because I'm desperate, I'm even tired of being afraid, I can not take it anymore, isolation is unbearable, the same thing every day, I have to start changing something even if it kills me in the end.
 
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Flippy

Flippy

Felis Sapien
Jan 5, 2020
931
In a lot of pain. No position I move in to is comfortable. Feeling shattered but can't sleep Frustrated that no one, apart from my family, believes that I never used to be such a basket case physically. Pretty livid that this pain, that is made worse by doing things I used to take in my stride, has been "diagnosed" as a figment of my imagination, or manifestation of trauma.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
Just another day in Purgatory
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
Today I'm feeling like sh1t
 
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weremole666

Member
Sep 4, 2021
16
i'm okay. Just need to keep busy.
 
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stygal

stygal

meow
Oct 29, 2020
1,731
I'm still in a lot of pain. That's why I can't focus on work or doing important stuff.

I can't even focus on a show/game :(

Just SS to keep me from going totally mental...I guess.
 
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