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s00ngone

s00ngone

All you can feel is the weather
Mar 21, 2025
45
Happy birthday (: I don't think I'll be making it to mine again this year. 22 is strange enough to remember. 23 is just another rotation around the sun.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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Halfhourdays

Halfhourdays

"Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt."
Mar 14, 2025
625
My birthday used to make me feel like I was a cat on Caturday, but now I don't care anymore.
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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I hope your birthday is a happy one!! 🎂
 
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Kali_Yuga13

Kali_Yuga13

Arcanist
Jul 11, 2024
403
Happy Birthday. A funny thing I noticed with facebook when I used it is that if you have enough friends there's a birthday just about every day. It's a lot of work wishing people happy bday every day. Think of the millions of collective man-hours of people doing that activity!

I requested my small family to not do any specific age number for my birthday this year, It would be too weird for them if I said I wasn't celebrating it at all. I already forgot my exact age other than the latter part of the current decade. It's my experiment with unshackling myself from "time".
 
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ctemourge

ctemourge

and by the time ur hearing this ill already b gone
Aug 14, 2023
109
happy belated birthday ! ♡
 
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willow_tree

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Apr 2, 2025
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Seen as its my birthday, how do youse feel about your birthday? I know a lot of us have more negative feelings about it than most people.

I myself have mixed feelings on mine. Part of me doesn't like it as now I am going to be less seen as a child as I grow up as I feel like I am mentally one and am helpless by myself so I need emotional and physical support a lot of time. I worry I will no longer be seen as someone that needs to be looked after. This is especially the case this time cus now I am no longer a teenager and now 20. However I do like the attention I get from the day as it shows I am of worth as well as the presents family gives me. Tho this year I haven't asked for much except to start the process for a scrotectomy, a surgery for gender transition but honestly aside from that I don't know what else I want. The surgery is a good enough present anyways for me. Also we often go to a restaurant I like on my day so I will also have yummy food.

as well as, a birthday also shows that you are:
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so if you regret your creation and want death more than you can at least look forward to you are one year closer to that. I myself am happy I am one year closer to it.

You can wish me happy birthday if you want to but this thread is more about youse birthdays, not mine. After all my purpose is to serve others, not myself.
Happy Birthday! I hope the day wasn't one of your worst.

I used to absolutely love my birthday, but for some reason, this year especially I found myself dreading it or hoping it wouldn't come. I remember no thinking I would ever make it to 18, and now I am 19? The thought kind of disgusts me. I am proud of you and I hope your surgery goes well!
 
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beeptad

beeptad

Member
Apr 2, 2025
39
Happy birthday! Also had mine recently. Always hated birthdays, just makes me think about how im getting older and how much time ive wasted. Celebration of the one thing i regret most in the world lol.
 
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grungy自殺

grungy自殺

The hell is this?
Jan 9, 2024
149
Happy birthday

As you put it "makes you less of a child" is a sentiment I highly agree with

It's well evident with me with my asd as I can't seem to move on from the things that are considered childish teen things and behavior that is immature for an adult

It's one thing that makes me despise birthdays as it brings you deeper into shame and you'll not be viewed fondly by anyone
 
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catfriend

catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
104
happy very belated birthday to you! i hope the surgery this year goes well. :)

i no longer celebrate my birthday or really even pay attention to it. to do otherwise is to gain visibility into who cares and who doesn't and, well, what I don't know won't hurt me... in theory.

because, try as i might to distance myself from it, the day itself -- and the lead-up to it -- is always the worst time of year in terms of mental state. it's like i'm wired to spiral into the deepest, worst kind of depression each time! very exhausting.
 
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BeijaFlor

BeijaFlor

Dreamer
Oct 17, 2024
89
birthday? you mean, the day when i was i born without consent, into this modern slavery dystopian world?

yeah... fuck my birthday
 
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