How do you pick your last day?

[Thatdude]

So a while back I picked a general year if the situation doesn't get better, then it will happen. Things did slightly get better and I gotten a bit of hope. But a lot of that hope was built on lies and not understanding a number of things. And sadly, a few years after I see it for what it is and my situation has gotten far far far worse than before.
I don't want to jump the gun and say lets make today my last day. I think what I want to do is do something like, if X date is true then see if Y has happened. If Y hasn't happen, then by Z date I will off myself. Most likely using the night night method. Maybe also throw in something when Z date happens, check Y.
So that away between X and Z I can sell all my stocks, make sure I have enough for the funeral and what not. And then use the rest to do whatever I want with. Most likely I won't be doing much in the way of traveling since I don't have that type of money to start with. But we will see what happens.

Anyways, I'm having a hard time finding X and Z day. How do you/others figure this out?

 

[LMLN]

I'm just going as long as I can. It's going to be 2020. I guess itll just happen when I cannot take it any longer.

 

[ctbUniquectb]

I wanted to give up being alive for Lent, then Sanctioned Suicide chat suggested Leap Day.

I bet this is going to be a busy weekend, the way Valentine's weekend was.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

It's one of those you know when you know. At this point I'm just try not to be impulsive with it. I have multiple methods ready but I rather it not be an impulse. It will probably be later this year.

 

[lovemelovemenot]

Well last year I decided I was serious about ending it, and I gave myself a years wait to see if my feelings or general place in life would change any. If it didn't I figured that was time long enough spent contemplating on my decision and I would go forward with it. Considering I've been suicidal from a young age and my problems aren't exactly temporary, I think it's enough of a wait. From there honestly I just picked a day that wasn't close to anyone's birthday or any holidays.

 

[SuicideBoys93]

Impulsively I'm saying next week because my wife will be gone for a few days. My mother in law but I could slip out drive somewhere quiet and just drink my SN in my car heading into my next bumping suicide boys. I need to read the Stans SN guide again. Wife is in one of those moods, and it rubbed off on me big time. So now I'm about to walk into the store and grab the antacids, and other things.

 

[Thatdude]

At this point I'm just try not to be impulsive with it.

That's my biggest thing. If it goes right, then you can't take it back.

 

[autumnal]

It's one of those you know when you know. [...]

Definitely agree with this 100%.

 

[Somegirl]

Jus do everything that makes u happy in yo last day here that's what ima do but I think it's ah good idea to do it when no one will be around so u can go without being found sorry if I sound stupid I'm ots rn

 

[Proto]

Yeah don't pick a date just do it when you feel ready it is time.