
SuicideByBelt
Student
- Sep 18, 2019
- 142
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I hope one day I can have your attitude.I used to have fear. Fear of the unknown. Fear of how people would take it. But now, I have finally allowed myself to have a "I don't give a fuck about anything attitude". And now, the fear is subsiding, the caring is subsiding and i've never been closer to ctb. It feels so good and I hope I can keep rolling with this feeling to finish the job.
I haven't been able to put my self destructive habits into words before but wow that's exactly what I've been doing^Subconsciously I'm ruining my life so that it gets so bad that I'll have no choice but to end my life
Same tbh, sick and tired of life, yet fear is holding me back :/I hope one day I can have your attitude.