How do you know its not armadillo shells?

[NyxCascade]

So scared
That you don't want me here
In the corner of the living room
Reading subtitles
Cause I can't hear
The show you put on for noise
While you're laughing in the kitchen
Pourin drinks over ice
And i am not
The type
To go out every night
Cause I just need
Some time
To know what's wrong in my head
Pullin out the pages that I wrote for you
Hoping you don't think that I'm dependent
Cause I know the truth
Might be too much
I'm not enough
I'm always disappointed in the things I write
Even when I speak
It seems the words will never come out right
Coping alone
Just bring me home
And it's happened again
Another friend said "marry me"
While unknowingly signing away the life he wanted
I'm glad
None our parents stayed together
I hate to be a bummer
But im three more beers from calling a cab
So I can sleep to shake this dread
I won't
Wake up
Unless you ask if I am okay
Pullin out the pages that I wrote for you
Hoping you don't think that I'm dependent
Cause I know the truth
Might be too much
I'm not enough
I'm always disappointed in the things I write
Even when I speak
It seems the words will never come out right
Coping alone
Just bring me home
Just bring-
Just bring me home
Just bring me home
I don't wanna talk on the balcony
Just wanna drink til i kill
what's gotten into me
Just bring me home
Just bring me home
Just bring
Just bring
Just bring me home
And i just need
Some time
To know what's wrong in my head