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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
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If you hear voice are they nice and supportive (I heard in some cases are like that but rare) or demeaning and insulting?

And is it inside or outside idk if thats an actual thing i mean inside or are intrusive thoughts?

Like to explain mine they are inside but is really like: kill yourself, do it (if im thinking of sh) nobody loves you, everybody hates you, your a bad person along the lines, it doesnt have a gender or varies.

Idk if they are voices or just intrusive thoughts

If anyone experiences this then lmk please or answer if you want thank you 🙏
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Always inside and, usually negative. Either berating myself because I did a bad job or, as a running commentry on how I'm feeling. Which is usually unhappy, reluctant to do anything, anti- natalist- I wish I hadn't been born and obviously- suicidal. At the moment, also how fat I look and feel.

I usually have to concentrate in order to force the 'voice' to be more positive and nurturing towards myself.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Mage
Nov 26, 2025
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Even outside?
OK, that would be a completely different thing.
Obviously they still aren't actual voices, but they're being concocted by your psyche. I believe they're called auditory hallucinations.
 
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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
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OK, that would be a completely different thing.
Obviously they still aren't actual voices, but they're being concocted by your psyche. I believe they're called auditory hallucinations.
I didnt mean to offend you, my deepest apologies. Thank you so much for your input. Again sorry.🙏
 
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trying ungracefully

trying ungracefully

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Jun 11, 2025
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When I was going through psychosis it was all inside. It seemed like dead people were talking to me. They weren't completely negative but it furthered my delusions more because it felt like I was getting an actual outside perspective.
 
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FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
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When I was going through psychosis it was all inside. It seemed like dead people were talking to me. They weren't completely negative but it furthered my delusions more because it felt like I was getting an actual outside perspective.
That mustve been utterly terrifying
I mean was it?
 
trying ungracefully

trying ungracefully

Experienced
Jun 11, 2025
206
That mustve been utterly terrifying
I mean was it?
Yeah it felt like I wasn't in control of myself anymore. It is hard to remember a lot though because it was such a traumatic time between mania and psychosis.
 
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FoxSauce

Emotionally unstable like an IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
1,210
Yeah it felt like I wasn't in control of myself anymore. It is hard to remember a lot though because it was such a traumatic time between mania and psychosis.
Oh jesus!
Im so sorry that happned i hope your better now really, is not easy to deal with psychosis.
 
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horseshoefalls

Cane <3
Mar 5, 2026
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My inside voice is my own voice usually but I can change the voice, and I've noticed I have a hard time manipulating myself into believing something because when I do try to manipulate myself my voice redirects me to the most logical conclusion ever, but I also overthink a lot like "what do they think of me? does anyone love me?" "I'm so embarrassing" "They probably think this about me" "I'm so stupid" "What's wrong with me?" "I need to get worse" "I wanna die" but then it can switch to "I'm smarter than a lot of people" "I'm so beautiful" "I'm stronger than most people" I get all cocky and shit, but then my brain reality checks itself because I'm being too cocky, but then if I start thinking "Nobody likes me" usually my brain gives me another reality check like "I clearly do have people who like me" and I think about how their actions and reactions and emotions and sayings and whatever show that they do like me in some type of way, even if very little. And before I start thinking anything, I look for evidence and then go off the evidence. I guess I have a really logical brain, and I follow morals a lot, I know when things are bad, and thinking about this even deeper reminds me that this website is harmful in a way, but it's good in other ways. aaaand now I'm ranting and could go on forever.
 
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