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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
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If you have no money, what do you usually do?

Do you go outside and do whatever it is you do out there?
Do you stay inside?
Do you just sit and stare and raw dog the boredom to pass as much time as you can?

Usually when I have nothing to do, thats when my suicidal ideation internally kick into overdrive.
Like why be bored when I can be dead……..
 
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BillyBob

Experienced
Jun 14, 2018
253
Walk places for a few hours depending on weather or lay down on my bed trying to sleep/rest listening to youtube or some music.
Even that is boring but seems better then doing nothing and just staring at my computer screen all day long since I can not concentrate for longer then 10 minutes or so due to being malnourished from an eating disorder. Life is just a living hell because of it all that I want to be dead every waking hour and SI kicks in big time if there is nothing to take my mind off it.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Walking is nice. A public library is a great place to fill time. Lots of books, comics, movies to check out. If I were more social I probably would have volunteered somewhere to fill my time.
 
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