Help how do you guys wake up everyday?

[dilapidatedMind]

The internet is my only friend

 

[Lordsudbury]

Yeah I barely get out of bed and I only do due to the fact that I am starving.

 

[Brokensaddle]

The only reason I get out bed is to ether get food for myself or feed my cat. I try to sit up slowly because if I'm laying down there's more chance I won't get out of bed. I'm completely lost myself but I do get the odd spark of applying to jobs knowing there's a chance I may get one. My advice for motivation would be if you don't wanna get into a argument with you boyfriend then that's you be your reason to get up, it will cut out all the unnecessary problems and drama that could follow if you stay in bed

 

[ineedtoleave]

I lay in bed hoping I won't need to get up..

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I often wake up either too cold or too hot. Sometimes my arm is numb because I had all my weight on it.

 

[ineedtoleave]

I hope it's okay to ask I would love to open a new threat but I can't yet can someone tell me how many posts I need to have?

 

[stevepwn]

Lately I've been soooo unmotivated but I don't really have the option to just stay in bed all day. How do you guys cope with life? What pushes you to go to work or do your course? I need some tips cause I'm reaching my breaking point but I need to act like I'm fine or else my boyfriend will get suspicious again and send me to the ward.

break up with your boyfriend whats his problem doesnt he know people are depressed? you shouldnt have to hide your feelings from pepople.

 

[Deleted member 94]

I'm living on my own of 3$ a day, I don't eat alot, I try to keep my expense as low as possible just have a enough to not die yet and when I'm in need a money I go on indeed find a job for a week then keep doing nothing for as long as I can, I don't advise living like me tho, it's unhealthy but i'm searching a way to CTB so who cares, you should probably talk about this to your boyfriend, he might want to help you, it's always nice to have someone that is there for you.

What job do you get on indeed straight away I've been applying and not even an interview, even no experience jobs.

 

[Ghost2211]

I wake up and get out of bed because tiny humans make me.

 

[_Kaira_]

What job do you get on indeed straight away I've been applying and not even an interview, even no experience jobs.

I agree. Meanwhile, I've applied three times each to a Target that declined me all attempts and a McDonalds that I have heard nothing back. Pathetic.

 

[Deleted member 94]

I'm a graduate and not good enough for local supermarkets successfully completed online screening 20 times already, others complain on Reddit that they can't even get past that.

 

[_Kaira_]

I'm a graduate and not good enough for local supermarkets successful completed online screening 20 times already, others complain on Reddit that they can't even get past that.

Wonder what that means on the overall chance for low lives like me who barely skimmed by highschool or less. Doesn't look good.

 

[Deleted member 94]

Wonder what that means on the overall chance for low lives like me who barely skimmed by highschool or less. Doesn't look good.

I just want any job until I'm ready to bite the big one, covid has ruined companies here, people are running after any and all jobs and I'm not even getting a foot in the door. I just wanted to know what does one of the poster's on this thread do that whenever he needs cash he gets a job on indeed for a week or two, find that interesting, what job can you just walk into I want to break into that field. I even applied for cleaning jobs, car valeting jobs etc

 

[Varstraben]

He's kind of an ass, and a snitch. I don't trust him and I know sure as hell if I started acting depressed again he'd get all angry and call me crazy and what not. I can't risk getting caught again, if he finds out about this website I'm screwed.

There is something I don't understand, when male are asshole, self-centred, disrespectful and other things like that, they have girlfriend, but when we are kind, attentive, respect the woman and listening, we are alone.

This kind of guys deserve to be alone or in jail, you have problems and he know it, he should do anything he can to help you instead of get angry and insult you. When you will be gone, it will be too late. I can understand that it could be hard to get rid of that kind of man, but seriously if you manage to find the force do to it, leave him. A broken heart is easier to cure than an entire life of pain without support. Love deserve respect in both way.

 

[Sk1n1M1n]

I just think you have to after a while as laying ' bed gets boring and the dog has got to be walked housework has got to be doneand my degree course won't study itself. I spent too long on my bum watching daytime tv

 

[ThrownAwayTom]

Usually put on something not lightly soaked in cold sweat, put on a podcast, smoke a joint and log in to work.

That's on a great day. Otherwise it's lay awake for 4 hours cos I woke up after barely any sleep, think about how shit life is, come on here, then try not to cry while I slowly log on and check today's wave of bullshit.

 

[Antigonish]

Very slowly, I'll lay in bed for a hour checking my realities. 'My name, my surroundings, my occupation, my goals, and my motivations.' it's usually a hard battle but that's why I wake a hour early. I just look for small reasons to get up instead of going back to sleep eternally. Something small can be like, 'oh! I've never tried lobster before, I want a sprite, I could really use a plain cheeseburger.' I find the little things are the best motivation.

 

[Sk1n1M1n]

Due to mental health my sleep can range from 3-14 hrs of sleep and wake up most mornings like I've not slept in days but I always get up andget going no matter how groggy I feel.

 

[Antigonish]

There is something I don't understand, when male are asshole, self-centred, disrespectful and other things like that, they have girlfriend, but when we are kind, attentive, respect the woman and listening, we are alone.

This kind of guys deserve to be alone or in jail, you have problems and he know it, he should do anything he can to help you instead of get angry and insult you. When you will be gone, it will be too late. I can understand that it could be hard to get rid of that kind of man, but seriously if you manage to find the force do to it, leave him. A broken heart is easier to cure than an entire life of pain without support. Love deserve respect in both way.

This might be off topic, but you're only two post from the next level.

 

[Varstraben]

This might be off topic, but you're only two post from the next level.

I must be stupid, but I don't understand what you talk about, what level are you talking about?

 

[Antigonish]

I must be stupid, but I don't understand what you talk about, what level are you talking about?

Respond to this and you'll know.

 

[I screwed up]

Getting up is like the worst time of the day .. I m almost in tears that its another day I have to go thru... I hate the feeling of getting up to a new day. I wish I die in my sleep ....

 

[greebo6]

Lately I've been soooo unmotivated but I don't really have the option to just stay in bed all day. How do you guys cope with life? What pushes you to go to work or do your course? I need some tips cause I'm reaching my breaking point but I need to act like I'm fine or else my boyfriend will get suspicious again and send me to the ward.

I know its hard and I understand losing motivation.
But you know ,if you get out there into the world there's a chance others will find you loveable. After all , your boyfriend loves you .
Remember ,you are always worthy of respect and of love .
Hope you feel better soon.

 

[Varstraben]

Respond to this and you'll know.

Oh... ok.. so this this 100th post, I never noticed this part on profile (most because I prefer real rainbow). But it don't change anything for me, I mean I can't see colors variations, I know they exists because I use hexadecimal codes to know exact color when I think there is one (that part of my job), but my eyes can't see some shades of color properly. (technically not true, that my brain who can't interpret them correctly, my eyes don't have any problems but it's faster to explain with eyes problems, then using parenthesis to explain the explanation, and yes I use this message every times with parenthesis).

Well, let's close the off topic.

 

[Antigonish]

Oh... ok.. so this this 100th post, I never noticed this part on profile (most because I prefer real rainbow). But it don't change anything for me, I mean I can't see colors variations, I know they exists because I use hexadecimal codes to know exact color when I think there is one (that part of my job), but my eyes can't see some shades of color properly. (technically not true, that my brain who can't interpret them correctly, my eyes don't have any problems but it's faster to explain with eyes problems, then using parenthesis to explain the explanation, and yes I use this message every times with parenthesis).

Well, let's close the off topic.

That's okay, and sorry to hear so.
But I was referring more to your graduation to veteran from member. I noticed because I just recently passed my 100th post.

 

[greebo6]

Getting up is like the worst time of the day .. I m almost in tears that its another day I have to go thru... I hate the feeling of getting up to a new day. I wish I die in my sleep ....

That is me too.

 

[Varstraben]

That's okay, and sorry to hear so.
But I was referring more to your graduation to veteran from member. I noticed because I just recently passed my 100th post.

Don't be sorry, it's not an handicap (it took me more than 20 years to figure out of this problem).

 

[deadgirlahsatan]

He's kind of an ass, and a snitch. I don't trust him and I know sure as hell if I started acting depressed again he'd get all angry and call me crazy and what not. I can't risk getting caught again, if he finds out about this website I'm screwed.

My bf is an ass too. I feel ur pain.

 

[Huntfish34]

I wake up grudgingly,. Knowing somebody at work or through out the day will probably piss me the Fck off or even make me sad for whatever reason.

But I ultimately cope with this by knowing I'll get paid and I get to enjoy my drugs / alcohol. Even though those are killing me slowly... They help me to move on in my everyday life, to act somewhat " normal " I suppose. To give me a glimmer of Hope 1 day at a time... Before I reach that point of No return and just blow my Fckn brains out.

Idk.. just my .02.

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

with cigs and ephedra..