How do you guys cope knowing when you die, noyone will even care

[metalchic_74]

You know what I'm sure there will be a lot of shit talking in regards to how selfish I am blah blah! They prob won't even have a funeral.

 

[Roger]

It's worse knowing that there will be people who do care.

 

[medicore]

I don't. Suicide is a way to leave, in my eyes. I don't care if anyone else cares. It's an action that I do for myself because I'm tired of putting up with everything. You may wanna reconsider killing yourself if you're doing it for the sake of getting someone's attention or getting revenge on someone, because you certainly won't be there to eat the fruits of your labor.

 

[CrushedHopes]

You know what I'm sure there will be a lot of shit talking in regards to how selfish I am blah blah! They prob won't even have a funeral.

I feel the same way. In fact, I feel like my impending CTB in 2 weeks' time would make a lot of people happy, especially those that outed and doxed me. I'm sure the only people that would feel saddened by my demise is my immediate family. That's it. If I had never screwed up and lived up to my 70s and 80s, then I bet people that aren't my parents would actually mourn for me. Too bad it's not meant to be.

 

[Flume]

I try to hinder myself from screaming loudly in public. I go to the gym and exhaust myself from all the anger I feel. I call helplines and pretend they care what I say... I've tried a lot of things but nothing works.

 

[metalchic_74]

I feel the same way. In fact, I feel like my impending CTB in 2 weeks' time would make a lot of people happy, especially those that outed and doxed me. I'm sure the only people that would feel saddened by my demise is my immediate family. That's it. If I had never screwed up and lived up to my 70s and 80s, then I bet people that aren't my parents would actually mourn for me. Too bad it's not meant to be.

I actually wrote a suicide note and told my dad to just flush my ashes down the toilet

 

[RedPanda]

I don't think this should even matter, you will be dead anyway. Here today, gone tomorrow. We live and we die. It's the cycle of life.

 

[Chalken]

I often dream of just being erased from existence. As in if I never existed in the first place. I didn't make enough of an influence on others for my existence to matter. Probably only my family will mourn for me. Others wouldn't even notice I was gone.

 

[Pykul]

That's all part of the reason I wanna CTB!!!

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

I dont give a fk.

 

[BlueWidow]

I don't want to be remembered either. I just want to fade away into nothingness. I don't want a funeral or a memorial of any kind. I just want to be cremated and place next to my husband. No one ever has to come and visit my grave.
The place my husband is buried is a family plot. His mother and several of his other family members are, or will be, placed there.
My husband's brother-in-law ctb and he's buried there, so I won't be the only one buried there who ctb.