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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,030
coping?? i dont.
i dont really drink although i wish i could find something i like. weed is part of problem, addiction and tolerance, i barely/dont feel anything.
i dont call it coping, more like externally continuing. ill play video games, drawing, writing, ect, but it doesnt change anything. the video games are mindless. the drawing and writing is typically based around my depression.
im constantly always feeling "uggh...make it stop" so i wouldnt call anything "coping" more like "yeah ok whatever sure", its just an activity to fill my day while i wait for death, but i wouldnt call it coping if im still dealing with things inside. coping should make the pain stop temporarily and nothing i do does
 
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MetroTransit

Member
Aug 11, 2022
43
Drugs, alcohol, and distractions make it bearable for a bit. When I am mentally freed from whatever is at hand my thoughts just wander back to ending it all and everything that is wrong. Every mistake, regret, missed opportunity, and things I wish I could change in the past just loop in my mind tormenting me endlessly. It just seems like an impossible undertaking to fix them all and there is no undoing the past mistakes that brought me here no matter how much I want it.
 
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hopelessbeing

Member
Aug 10, 2022
16
I don't cope I spend most of my day in bed waiting until I can sleep again. My only real escape.
 
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WhatPowerIs

WhatPowerIs

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,058
I sleep a lot.
 
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sewercide

sewercide

drowning in the sewer
Aug 13, 2022
83
eating and sleeping, listening to sewers knowing it will end soon
 
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Lily (Osako)

Lily (Osako)

Everything all at once
Jul 30, 2022
381
I drink, pop benzos, do drugs recreationally, binge watch tv, obsessively scroll through here.
Anything I can to kill time until I have everything ready to ctb.
 
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