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stargazer

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Nov 19, 2018
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Personally ive been going out on a limb and just taking my chances. As long as I'm not getting robbed and not getting raped or arrested by some undercover cop, I'll happily take my chances meeting locally whoever has responded to my own posts.

I have simply told myself and gotten into the mindset of simply not quite caring about my personal safety anymore. Im almost broke, life is getting harder, and the holidays aren't making it easier.

If partners are not for you, then reconsider, is my other advice.
 
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Personally ive been going out on a limb and just taking my chances. As long as I'm not getting robbed and not getting raped or arrested by some undercover cop, I'll happily take my chances meeting locally whoever has responded to my own posts.

I have simply told myself and gotten into the mindset of simply not quite caring about my personal safety anymore. Im almost broke, life is getting harder, and the holidays aren't making it easier.

If partners are not for you, then reconsider, is my other advice.
It is true. You say it very nice.
 
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Arak

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Sep 21, 2018
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Do people partner to combine means (money, poison/weapon etc.) either without meeting in person or with meeting in person to achieve their goal ? Simply as a means to an end ? I wouldn't be looking for personal proximity (someone strangling me if the method doesn't work might be helpful, but who can you trust?).

@bigj75 , that's weird.
 
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“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
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Do people partner to combine means (money, poison/weapon etc.) either without meeting in person or with meeting in person to achieve their goal ? Simply as a means to an end ? I wouldn't be looking for personal proximity (someone strangling me if the method doesn't work might be helpful, but who can you trust?)
It seems as though a partner definitely would help in a motivated way and could offer a backup for instance like if the first method didn't work and you aren't dying he could shoot you.
 
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stargazer

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Nov 19, 2018
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I only need one to basically share their resources. I'm good for being a hand to hold and moral support, so I can bring that to the table. For me, it's just cause if I could do this alone with means, then I would. And this post wouldn't even be being typed by me here right now.
 
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LostGirl

LostGirl

My time has come
Dec 3, 2018
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It was 9 days ago that I posted this thread. How time flies when you are suicidal lol. During that time, I did get to meet a potential suicide partner and got to know him a bit. Ultimately, he considered me a bit too young to be his partner. He went ahead by jumping off the roof of his apartment block. May he RIP. HIs suicide has put me in a very depressed mood and the realization that I am also very close to my final exit.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
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LostGirl that´s really sad. I don´t think any body is too you except his reason is I don´t want to clean my room, like my mother told me.I hope your final exit will work and you rest in peace
 
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LostGirl

My time has come
Dec 3, 2018
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LostGirl that´s really sad. I don´t think any body is too you except his reason is I don´t want to clean my room, like my mother told me.I hope your final exit will work and you rest in peace

Thanks for your message. I think I might look "too young and healthy" on the outside so people who don't know me well would have no idea of my sufferings. I actually don't blame him and he was considerate enough to explain to me the reasons behind his decision face to face instead of just disappearing.
 
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Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
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A very understanding mother? My mesage was: Somebody that don´t want to clean his room, cause his mother said, has no real reason for suicide and seems to be too young for suicide, if cleaning his room is his own reason.
 
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LostGirl

My time has come
Dec 3, 2018
185
A very understanding mother? My mesage was: Somebody that don´t want to clean his room, cause his mother said, has no real reason for suicide and seems to be too young for suicide, if cleaning his room is his own reason.

Sorry, I misread it. Will amend.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
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No problem. And nobody can look inside you, I´m sure you have your reasosn and deserve peace with or without partner
 
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LostGirl

My time has come
Dec 3, 2018
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No problem. And nobody can look inside you, I´m sure you have your reasosn and deserve peace with or without partner

Thank you. that's very comforting to hear from someone who understands.
 
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Jiva

Jiva

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It was 9 days ago that I posted this thread. How time flies when you are suicidal lol. During that time, I did get to meet a potential suicide partner and got to know him a bit. Ultimately, he considered me a bit too young to be his partner. He went ahead by jumping off the roof of his apartment block. May he RIP. HIs suicide has put me in a very depressed mood and the realization that I am also very close to my final exit.
Hugs. He is in a better place and has peace.
 
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