
SchizoGymnast
Arcanist
- May 28, 2024
- 414
Maladaptive daydreaming, urban legends, SaSu and gymnastics
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I had this realization this week- some people dread going to work, I dread being anywhere but. It's the only time I can focus on doing something. The people I'm working around are worth spending that time with a talking to. Being alone or in dad mode just puts me into survival modeI bury myself in work. I work, get paid, give money to my kids, put some money aside for my wife when I'm gone, and that's about it. Work consumes my mind, which other people hate and can't wait for the weekend, but I dread the weekend. I have no answers for you. Just know that I read your post all the way through and I hear what you're saying.
People laugh when I say that, but it's 100% true for me too.
i feel this. the only thing i look forward to is sleeping.Take meds, read, write, tv, coffee and internet. My favorite part of the day is going to sleep.
same!My favorite coping mechanism, maladaptive daydreaming. I don't like my reality so I just make up a new one and live there instead as often as possible.