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lawlietsph
can we be done here
- May 6, 2023
- 75
I know some of you are going to say I'm still young, but I literally wasted my youth to mental illnesses. I am 28 years old, female, going to be 29 in february.
All the things I was passionate about (mostly sports) is just too late to do now. I'll never be successful in them, because you have to start in childhood in order to achieve something.
My physical health is bad, I have lyme disease and now my joints are in pain. I have no energy because of the depression, no matter how healthy I eat, I'm always always always super extra tired.
I've never experienced such things that a normal young person do. I've never had any friends, no relationships, nothing.
I was against being a relationship, but nowadays I am just craving to have that connection with someone.
I've never been to any kind of parties or just hanging out with friends, just N O T H I N G.
I only have a part time job that I hate. My life is nothing, I am nothing.
I feel like there's no way I can be happy because the things that would bring me happiness are long gone. I am also autistic, so it's not easy for me to even go outside and talk to people. Everything is awful and extremely hard. I am almost 30 and my life means nothing. How can I cope with this, I simply cannot let go of the past and all the wasted years of my childhood and my youth. I can't stop being jealous of those who are young and successful. Please guys help me with this, it hurts so much.
All the things I was passionate about (mostly sports) is just too late to do now. I'll never be successful in them, because you have to start in childhood in order to achieve something.
My physical health is bad, I have lyme disease and now my joints are in pain. I have no energy because of the depression, no matter how healthy I eat, I'm always always always super extra tired.
I've never experienced such things that a normal young person do. I've never had any friends, no relationships, nothing.
I was against being a relationship, but nowadays I am just craving to have that connection with someone.
I've never been to any kind of parties or just hanging out with friends, just N O T H I N G.
I only have a part time job that I hate. My life is nothing, I am nothing.
I feel like there's no way I can be happy because the things that would bring me happiness are long gone. I am also autistic, so it's not easy for me to even go outside and talk to people. Everything is awful and extremely hard. I am almost 30 and my life means nothing. How can I cope with this, I simply cannot let go of the past and all the wasted years of my childhood and my youth. I can't stop being jealous of those who are young and successful. Please guys help me with this, it hurts so much.