LaBrava

LaBrava

Experienced
May 5, 2019
265
Music, books and film have given me most of what I've really treasured in the way of life experiences, along with looking at fine art. Sadly as life has become harsher over the years these pleasures have gradually fallen away. Reading went first, as it's something that I've always had to apply myself to a little, I'm a slow reader - also the great crime writers who provided fantastically crafted escapism, like Elmore Leonard who gave me my username on here, have passed on and what remains is just dross. Music I mostly lost a decade or more ago; as a teenager and young adult it was my main passion. I still have about 1200 vinyl records I pointlessly pay for storage on. Current music is just terrible, it feels like a dead form. Film, mostly arthouse and world cinema, became my main pleasure for many years, but lately even that's gone, and I can't afford cinema tickets anyway. Haven't watched a film in weeks, and the queue of new releases I would have seen on opening weekend back in the day just grows. Could download them, can't be bothered. Still, I do remember and appreciate fondly and with gratitude the pleasures these things once gave me.
 
SerenityInDeath

SerenityInDeath

~My Sweet Torment~
May 7, 2019
2
I've always loved any kind of music. Though, nowadays, it seems like the new lifeline for me. It used to keep my heart beating, and now it is my beating heart. If I end up losing music, I don't know what I'll do with myself. As for books, they are my escape from this cruel reality. Everyone gets onto me for being a HUGE bookworm, but they would be one too, if they had to live the life I'm living. Movies, unless they're horror or a sad romance like The Fault In Our Stars, and The Perks Of Being A Wallflower, then I don't particularly care for them much.
 
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RedSalvation15

Member
Mar 13, 2019
38
Without music I wouldn't have made it this far. It accomponies me by no later than one minute when I got out of bed, even before putting my clothes on.
Every second in which I'm not in some kind of conversation, it's my best companion. Mostly rock/christian rock (altough I'm not religious at all) and metal.
Some songs just express what I couldn't with my words, some songs are just aggressive which make me feel calm in some way.

Movies: They are more like a time killer. Nice to have, but nothing essential for me.

Books: From time to time I read one, but they don't catch me at all. No matter which genre they are. I need sound and pictures.
 
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CelebrateWithMe

Member
May 3, 2019
11
I feel that only music and certain scents can give me a long term feeling of relief and actually... I will miss this two.

I believe that final act will be far more painless and maybe even pleasant with appropriate piece of music.
 
Donewitheverything

Donewitheverything

Ultimate Despair
Apr 8, 2019
78
Depends on the music. Friday Night Plans, for instance, makes me feel tranquil yet compliments my numbness. Fantasy books make me feel like I'm in another world.
 

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