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sulk

sulk

if beauty is in the inside i wanna see my bones
Sep 30, 2023
102
I need help. How can I get SN living with my parents? I live in an apartment so packages are left in the lobby but my parents could probably get it and ask me to open it in front of them and I won't know what to say or do. Also how can I even get SN online? How long does it take? How much is it?
 
lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Student
Jan 11, 2026
195
Maybe there are pick-up options or scheduled deliveries.
 
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blooming

blooming

Eternally Exhausted 💤
Nov 25, 2025
23
Can you get it delivered to a post office? I wouldn't worry about it being too risky. They've never opened anything when I have picked that option. I'm not quite sure on the SN price but it depends on how much you want, I believe. Also people don't openly give out sources on here usually but if you go searching, you can find hints to who distributes it. Be careful and don't fall for scams, it's not as easy to get but not impossible.
 
walliwalli

walliwalli

Student
Feb 14, 2026
140
PO box would probably be your best bet. or maybe ship it to a friend and tell them it's private / not to open? if you're willing to risk roping someone else into it.

i ordered SN for under 100 USD. not sure how long it takes because i haven't received mine yet, but i heard at most a couple weeks.
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
923
I also live with my parents and I asked the chemical store that sold my SN to call me when their van is going to be near the place in which I live. They called me, and I waited 30 minutes for them and I picked it up, far from prying eyes of my parents and my neighbors.
 
thevoidpointer

thevoidpointer

Member
Feb 20, 2026
55
I actually don't really worry about my parents opening packages, but that they could save me. I've already decided I want to use SN, but it's simple for hospitals to cure some
one that took SN, assuming you're caught in time. I guess I could try it in the woods or something, but they'd probably start wondering what happened to me and I think it would be easier to die in a relaxing environment.

Edit: As far as I know they inject Methylene Blue intravenously.
 
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