goldenrods
your angel
- Dec 27, 2019
- 84
i broke up with him months ago after emotional abuse on both ends. we weren't good for eachother, we'd argue every night & it was very hard to be with him at those times. but we have so many good memories, and we loved eachother with every part of ourselves. when i was sad and struggling, he'd hold me close and listen to me talk and tell me it would all be okay. i would do the same for him. i loved him. i still do, very deeply and just as much as i did before we broke up. he says he still loves me he's just afraid to talk about it. afraid to admit to it. he says his new girl doesn't even come close to me.
how do i get over him? recently i started messaging him again, begging for help for my suicidal urges... the last person i reached out to help with called the police & i had to talk to social workers for 4 hours, so he's really the only one i trust now. i know it's unfair to him but i've been closer to suicide than ever. he spent hours talking to me and cheering me up, bless his heart...
i'm still so attached. even with all the horrible things that happened, even after months of separation, i love him so so much. how do i stop?
how do i get over him? recently i started messaging him again, begging for help for my suicidal urges... the last person i reached out to help with called the police & i had to talk to social workers for 4 hours, so he's really the only one i trust now. i know it's unfair to him but i've been closer to suicide than ever. he spent hours talking to me and cheering me up, bless his heart...
i'm still so attached. even with all the horrible things that happened, even after months of separation, i love him so so much. how do i stop?