• UK users: Due to a formal investigation into this site by Ofcom under the UK Online Safety Act 2023, we strongly recommend using a trusted, no-logs VPN. This will help protect your privacy, bypass censorship, and maintain secure access to the site. Read the full VPN guide here.

  • Hey Guest,

    Today, OFCOM launched an official investigation into Sanctioned Suicide under the UK’s Online Safety Act. This has already made headlines across the UK.

    This is a clear and unprecedented overreach by a foreign regulator against a U.S.-based platform. We reject this interference and will be defending the site’s existence and mission.

    In addition to our public response, we are currently seeking legal representation to ensure the best possible defense in this matter. If you are a lawyer or know of one who may be able to assist, please contact us at [email protected].

    Read our statement here:

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC): 34HyDHTvEhXfPfb716EeEkEHXzqhwtow1L
    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
D

Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
784
Hello!
I plan to ctb after the summer, I want one last summer. Anyway it looks like sn it becoming harder to come by in my country, I found a place but they said it's on backorder and could take 7+ days. How do I explain away the package? Is there anything I could pretend to be doing with the SN? I do kitchen experiments all the time so I don't think my house-mates will care too much but I need a good, explainable reason that can be verified by google etc if they check. I've had attempts in the past (mainly intensional drug ODs) so they are a little wiser to my games now. Any advice?
edit: I can easily explain away the meto etc for nausea, it's the SN and the timing I might have a problem with. They're at work during the weekdays but if it lands on a saturday or holiday...
 
Last edited:
  • Like
Reactions: MsMaudlin
MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Can you tell them its to make some dried meat product? Jerky or something x
 
D

Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
784
I thought about that but I'd have to order meat and stuff lol, or hunt something (which might be a flag). I might be able to explain that it helps with CBD/other drug absorption or something
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,726
Need more clarification about how your roommates will know.

Are they going to question you about the delivery?

Are they going to see the bottle because you can't hide it?
 
D

Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
784
Yes they will question about the delivery due to me buying drugs to OD on before I found this nice place. Any packages are suspect and a possible flag
I can easily hide it though. Actually will SN last 6 months?
seems to be the powdered one
 
Last edited:
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,726
Yes they will question about the delivery due to me buying drugs to OD on before I found this nice place. Any packages are suspect and a possible flag
I can easily hide it though. Actually will N last 6 months?

I gently suggest you edit your posts in this thread to read SN and not N. They are two very different things in SS lingo and it will cause confusion.

The problem with lying is that if you say you're going to use the SN for something but don't use it for anything, it will raise suspicion. You could just as easily say it's for dying fabric. If you say it is SN, they could easily research and learn it is deadly.

EDIT: You are not in a hurry to ctb. Here is a suggestion: refuse delivery of the package and it will be returned to the seller. Then place a new order for two items, the SN, and an item you don't have to lie about.
 
Last edited:
D

Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
784
Ah thank you I'm new to the SS lingo! Very good point, I could possibly explain it away as something other than SN, not sure what. I'll think about this
 
  • Like
Reactions: TrashBean and GoodPersonEffed
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,726
Ah thank you I'm new to the SS lingo! Very good point, I could possibly explain it away as something other than SN, not sure what. I'll think about this

Please see my edit on my comment.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Deleted member 14386
D

Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
784
I gently suggest you edit your posts in this thread to read SN and not N. They are two very different things in SS lingo and it will cause confusion.

The problem with lying is that if you say you're going to use the SN for something but don't use it for anything, it will raise suspicion. You could just as easily say it's for dying fabric. If you say it is SN, they could easily research and learn it is deadly.

EDIT: You are not in a hurry to ctb. Here is a suggestion: refuse delivery of the package and it will be returned to the seller. Then place a new order for two items, the SN, and an item you don't have to lie about.
I like this idea. I've been able to smuggle in some stuff packaged with other items that won't raise suspicion. And as you say I'm in no rush, I should take my time and maybe even wait until they go on holiday or something
 
  • Like
Reactions: TrashBean and GoodPersonEffed
Supertramp

Supertramp

Member
Feb 9, 2020
39
Yes they will question about the delivery due to me buying drugs to OD on before I found this nice place. Any packages are suspect and a possible flag
I can easily hide it though. Actually will SN last 6 months?
seems to be the powdered one

I just recently purchased SN on amazon and it said that it lasts 2-3 years. I'm still trying to get N though. I purchased some helium and materials for an exit bag as well. I'm still not sure which way I'll go though.
 
D

Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
784
I just recently purchased SN on amazon and it said that it lasts 2-3 years. I'm still trying to get N though. I purchased some helium and materials for an exit bag as well. I'm still not sure which way I'll go though.
That's good to hear, I plan to vacuum seal it and keep in in a cool, dark place once obtained. But same really, it depends on what's available at the time. I should mention I made a mistake in my original post I meant SN not N. But SN seems to be being clamped down on, N seems too complicated. But I have time to figure it all out at least. It just feels such a relief to know it will happen one way or another, I'm actually happy....it's odd...
 
HorribleFeelings1

HorribleFeelings1

Its a hard knock life
Jan 18, 2020
321
Hello!
I plan to ctb after the summer, I want one last summer. Anyway it looks like sn it becoming harder to come by in my country, I found a place but they said it's on backorder and could take 7+ days. How do I explain away the package? Is there anything I could pretend to be doing with the SN? I do kitchen experiments all the time so I don't think my house-mates will care too much but I need a good, explainable reason that can be verified by google etc if they check. I've had attempts in the past (mainly intensional drug ODs) so they are a little wiser to my games now. Any advice?
edit: I can easily explain away the meto etc for nausea, it's the SN and the timing I might have a problem with. They're at work during the weekdays but if it lands on a saturday or holiday...
I still live with my family so when I had to order SN, I made the excuse that it was for a science fair project and even made fake fliers for it. As long as your roommates don't know what SN is, you can easily manipulate it's use
 
Supertramp

Supertramp

Member
Feb 9, 2020
39
That's good to hear, I plan to vacuum seal it and keep in in a cool, dark place once obtained. But same really, it depends on what's available at the time. I should mention I made a mistake in my original post I meant SN not N. But SN seems to be being clamped down on, N seems too complicated. But I have time to figure it all out at least. It just feels such a relief to know it will happen one way or another, I'm actually happy....it's odd...
I think its normal to feel a sense of relief. But even with SN and reading the guide, I still feel a bit of unease because I had my heart set on N. It's scary to think about it taking a little longer and having more side effects using SN.
 

Similar threads

SmokingCivet
Replies
54
Views
4K
Suicide Discussion
taylorj
taylorj
56842
Replies
14
Views
793
Recovery
hsjhd
H
s00ngone
Replies
1
Views
366
Suicide Discussion
getoutgirl
getoutgirl
s00ngone
Replies
1
Views
241
Suicide Discussion
MercenariesofMidgar
MercenariesofMidgar