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eepyrain

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I'm a massive wimp and I will not take anything that has me in extreme pain or vomiting. I have a fear of fire. I cannot go out to a high bridge by myself due to safeguarding. I can't go to the shops and buy things either. I do not own a gun. What should I do?
 
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The Cake Is A Lie
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eepyrain

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May 12, 2025
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Pretty much all I can see on there is what stuff they say to not try. As I said, I am in niche circumstances. Common things will not work.
 
StupidCat

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Maybe you shoud just live. There's no magic insta-death button.
 
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FuneralCry

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I also just want to cease existing peacefully with no more pain and no more suffering, I always wish there's the option to just have a death like never waking ever again to finally escape from this torturous existence and I see so much cruelty in how that is denied as all I hope for is to fall asleep permanently, I just want to never exist ever again but anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find peace.
 
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csdfghjjk_user

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Pretty much all I can see on there is what stuff they say to not try. As I said, I am in niche circumstances. Common things will not work.
Have u actually read everything? I started to read Night Night (even though it seems it's pretty hard to master) but I am not sure if I want anyone to find me like this.
 
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Rynalia

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Thing is, most people here (contrary to what media likes to fabricate) will not actually tell you in what way to end your life or make you do it.

They'll provide experiences, resources, and other information, but that's about it.

Only you can pick what method fits you, and if it's not something that's found here, you might have to do your own sleuthing. After that you can see if people have experience with said method.

If common things don't work, then you have to give more to work with. /shrug
 
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happilyneverafter

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I'm a massive wimp and I will not take anything that has me in extreme pain or vomiting. I have a fear of fire. I cannot go out to a high bridge by myself due to safeguarding. I can't go to the shops and buy things either. I do not own a gun. What should I do?
Sounds to me like maybe you're not actually ready to die. To me every way you described as being off the table sounds better than the alternative of remaining alive. I understand wanting to find what seems to be the "best way" to do it. The method that would cause the least amount of suffering but yet still effective. But let's face it..many effective methods for suicide are acts of violence. I mean.. there are non violent ways to achieve suicide.. such as OD on medications or creating a toxic concoction (SN), or toxic gas (hydrogen sulfide) but if you want a sure fire effective method then you will have to feel some level of pain or discomfort and more than likely you will have to buy things from stores.. like someone else said; there is no magic button that you can push for everything to just peacefully end. I'll lose with something I'm sure you already know. IMO at least, regardless of whether you choose to live or die you are going to have to go through physical and mental pain and discomfort Good luck to you.. I hope you can find your peace.
 
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eepyrain

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Sounds to me like maybe you're not actually ready to die. To me every way you described as being off the table sounds better than the alternative of remaining alive. I understand wanting to find what seems to be the "best way" to do it. The method that would cause the least amount of suffering but yet still effective. But let's face it..many effective methods for suicide are acts of violence. I mean.. there are non violent ways to achieve suicide.. such as OD on medications or creating a toxic concoction (SN), or toxic gas (hydrogen sulfide) but if you want a sure fire effective method then you will have to feel some level of pain or discomfort and more than likely you will have to buy things from stores.. like someone else said; there is no magic button that you can push for everything to just peacefully end. I'll lose with something I'm sure you already know. IMO at least, regardless of whether you choose to live or die you are going to have to go through physical and mental pain and discomfort Good luck to you.. I hope you can find your peace.
There's no other way for me to be happy. Thank you for your input, though.
Maybe you shoud just live. There's no magic insta-death button.
...no. You don't know what situation I am in. I do not want to live.
Thing is, most people here (contrary to what media likes to fabricate) will not actually tell you in what way to end your life or make you do it.

They'll provide experiences, resources, and other information, but that's about it.

Only you can pick what method fits you, and if it's not something that's found here, you might have to do your own sleuthing. After that you can see if people have experience with said method.

If common things don't work, then you have to give more to work with. /shrug
Thank you for telling me. I'll try to look around for stuff.
 
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Jul 30, 2020
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I'm a massive wimp and I will not take anything that has me in extreme pain or vomiting. I have a fear of fire. I cannot go out to a high bridge by myself due to safeguarding. I can't go to the shops and buy things either. I do not own a gun. What should I do?
What should I do?
You should make up your own mind about how to proceed. Nobody here will tell you what method to use if you do decide to ctb. There are lots of resources on this site that you can read
 
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eepyrain

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Okay, thank you.
What should I do?
You should make up your own mind about how to proceed. Nobody here will tell you what method to use if you do decide to ctb. There are lots of resources on this site that you can read
 

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