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killmenow99

Member
Feb 15, 2023
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I'm constantly wondering if I should kill myself. The thing is, I have a good life, but I constantly feel too weak to handle life's problems. I am always stuck in my own head, so to speak. I haven't talked to anyone in weeks. I have my family in my life but that's about it. I've cut off contact with most people I know. I feel as if everyone's life is passing through and I'm just watching from the sidelines doing nothing.
I quite often want to kill myself, but there are times when I think I should recover and be strong. I feel too weak to be strong a lot of the time though. There are times that I feel like I should live for my family. They would suffer a lot if I was gone. But other times the urge to die is so great that I want to give in to it.
What should I do? Does anyone else feel the same?
 
Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,091
Your first question should be if you can or want to survive successfully. It sounds like you have the means. You need to decide if you have the will.
 

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