I found SS when a boo hooing mother blamed us for her childhood movie stars death. Led me right here, like a dog leads a hunter. They couldn't have led my here any better than if they led me by the nose!
I believe that I came across this site after seeing one of those pro life news articles that are against this site. It didn't name this site but soon enough I found this place and of course I wanted to find it because I wished to leave this world and I wanted to read about suicide methods. But unfortunately I'm still here, leaving this life behind really isn't straightforward, at least for me.
I found this site trying to find methods on how to kill myself because my life had fallen apart back in 2019/2020.
I was fixated on shotgun or a makeshift pistol but then I found SN and now I'm set on that. I used to get a rush out of the thought of dying, but now that I've been having persistant anhedonia, I no longer get that high.
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