Discussion How did you choose your method?

[BridgeJumper]

25

 

[Baskol1]

25

Im 19, soon 20

 

[BridgeJumper]

I was 18 when I chose jumping. 20 when I first jumped. But it was a lame ass 15 meter tall bridge and I survived with severed nerve in my foot and a limp in my leg

 

[Baskol1]

I was 18 when I chose jumping. 20 when I first jumped.

I guess it failed? Why?

 

[BridgeJumper]

Bridge wasnt tall enough. Fucked my back and my right leg up and just drowned. Got pulled out by cops.

 

[Baskol1]

Bridge wasnt tall enough. Fucked my back and my right leg up and just drowned. Got pulled out by cops.

So they saw you jumping? Or did someone else saw you jumping?

 

[BridgeJumper]

Yep, Im guessing someone passing through the bridge called 911 (it was a bridge both for pedestrians and for cars). Or someone passing by the river or whatever. Either way they got me pretty quick. Now I limp like a retard and have huge ptsd for cold water.

 

[Baskol1]

Yep, Im guessing someone passing through the bridge called 911 (it was a bridge both for pedestrians and for cars). Or someone passing by the river or whatever. Either way they got me pretty quick. Now I limp like a retard and have huge ptsd for cold water.

You have to make sure its absolutely deadly, otherwise this will happen again, maybe you will be severely disabled next time. You dont want that.

 

[woxihuanni]

I went from jumping (not reliable enough) to digoxin, from plant leaves. And then heard about successful caffeine powder stories and got some. Then went back to the idea of heart-stopping plants, this time pong pong seeds. Looking at this forum I don't know if SN or seeds is better.

What scares me about SN is botching and ending up with brain damage (though some wrote you don't get brain damage, you sure?). With seeds, it does not seem very likely to survive even if you are discovered and hospitalised.

 

[Baskol1]

I went from jumping (not reliable enough) to digoxin, from plant leaves. And then heard about successful caffeine powder stories and got some. Then went back to the idea of heart-stopping plants, this time pong pong seeds. Looking at this forum I don't know if SN or seeds is better.

What scares me about SN is botching and ending up with brain damage (though some wrote you don't get brain damage, you sure?). With seeds, it does not seem very likely to survive even if you are discovered and hospitalised.

Jumping is very reliable.

 

[woxihuanni]

Jumping is very reliable.

Even with great heights, it is not a hundred per cent sure. The difference between ODing on something that is supposed to stop your heart vs jumping is that IF it fails, in one case you will likely break your spine, in the other case probably nothing will happen. I mean, if it does not work to stop your heart, then brain damage cannot happen, can it? Also, so long as you are not discovered, I do not see that anybody survives that sort of thing.

 

[Lennox]

I think even before any serious research, once I became committed to ctb'ing what came to mind was some sort of poisoning. I would only consider resorting to something else if the poisoning option was somehow off the table.
My chosen method, before finding SS, was cyanide. But here the abundant amount of comments assuring that it's a painful way to go made me reconsider. So I went for my second option, carbon monoxide (CO) produced by chemical reaction. Further research corroborated that CO is a good painless and quick method.
Recently however I've been seriously considering a switch to hydrogen sulfide (H2S) gas because, when compared to CO it requires 10 times less concentration in the air to be certainly lethal.
The H2S method is also called "detergent suicide", because it is that method in which you can produce the lethal gas by mixing two common household products from a list. I however won't go that route, I prefer to mix pure chemicals. I'm not in a hurry to ctb right now, so I'll be conducting experiments in the following weeks to see if I can really properly pull off this method.

 

[Readytogo227]

I looked,through various options, and after my attempt with yew seeds failed bc I was a dumbass, I decided to research, wait and bide my time. While being happy and positive on the outside, I was looking through the different methods on the forum until I settled on the night night method.

Got my ratchet, got the tape. Now I just need to find my sweet spot and practice a little when nobody is home. Then, I wait a bit longer until the time is right.

 

[Dawn0071111]

CO2 Portable Gas Generator...

 

[Polar_]

After being stuck on jumping for a long time, I heard of someone surviving jumping off my chosen suicide spot, and ending up permanently disabled. I put that idea on the shelf for a bit.

I started doing more research and I've decided that partial hanging, with some practice, is probably my best bet.

going into the large walk-in freezer at work and dying of hypothermia in there is also being considered, with a note on the door to ask for the police to be called before anyone else finds me.

 

[Wayfaerer]

I've been conflicted between SA and a 20-gauge slug to the dome. I choose the former because it is irreversible and supposedly painless and I do not wish to contribute to the gun "crime" statistics, but I've heard that it actually isn't all that peaceful after all so I may just go with the latter.

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

Yep, Im guessing someone passing through the bridge called 911 (it was a bridge both for pedestrians and for cars). Or someone passing by the river or whatever. Either way they got me pretty quick. Now I limp like a retard and have huge ptsd for cold water.

How did you overcome survival instinct when you jumped? I think about jumping from the Manhattan Bridge, but I could never find the guts to actually do it. Were you drunk or on drugs?
I know someone from my circle of college acquaintances who sells pot. I vaguely considered getting drunk and smoking pot before trying to jump, but I don't know if it would actually help with lowering my inhibitions.

 

[BridgeJumper]

Yes I was on hella drugs. Being fucked up makes me more courageous. In fact I was on so many drugs I needed to have my stomach pumped. I also pracitced going over the railing for 2 years prior to get desentisized to the fear associated with it

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

Yes I was on hella drugs. Being fucked up makes me more courageous. In fact I was on so many drugs I needed to have my stomach pumped. I also pracitced going over the railing for 2 years prior to get desentisized to the fear associated with it

what combo of drugs would you recommend to lower inhibitions, if you don't mind me asking?
Was the moment of impact painful when you hit the water?

 

[BridgeJumper]

Alcohol and ordinary sleeping pills (benzos + otc valerian pills) worked for me. Added some paracetamol into the mix to screw my liver in case I was fished out. The fall wasnt immediately painful but it knocked me out and I drowned. However, when I woke up in icu one or two days later my whole body was really sore and bruised and uncofortable and my back hurt like hell

 

[Rachel74]

Ideally it would be something to make me sleep and I'll drift off to sleep then death.

 

[Lets get out]

I'm going with drowning

 

[GeorgeJL]

I still haven't chosen my method as of yet, but my criteria are the following:

• Peaceful
• Affordable
• Non-violent
• Efficient
• Fast (takes no more than an hour to cause brain death).
• I can purchase everything legally.

But finding such a method would be too good to be true.

There are several methods that fit this bill.

 

[GeorgeJL]

RC OD seems easiest for accessibility...

Which RC are you speaking of?

 

[Stan]

I came here looking for more information about inert gas, then because of some issues and costs associated in getting the equipment, thanks to this site I found out about SN which is what I will be doing.

 

[woxihuanni]

Lilly of the valley-digoxin-detour with caffeine-other cardiac stuff: pong pong seeds and/or beta blockers. I have it in for my heart, apparently.

Edit: Kids, don't do caffeine. I backed out considering how awful both success and failure would be.

 

[eve2004]

Which RC are you speaking of?

I'll message you.

 

[eve2004]

RCs are a complex method because of quality, ability and ever changing legality to acquire, ability to consume appropriately... not to mention cost.

But many recreational users have OD'd accidentally on tainted stuff, ironically, "Murphy's Law" usually makes it hard to do it "on purpose", but also not everyone has access.