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picturesofyou

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Dec 14, 2021
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My situation is getting worse and worse by the day and I'm pretty desperate to CTB sooner rather than later. My original plan was SN but it got taken away last time I was hospitalized, so the backup plan is to jump. The highest accessible place to jump near me is a silo with a staircase on the side that's about 7 stories tall. Ideally I'd like to land on my head so I die instantly, but I'm worried that might be harder to do than I think. How hard would it be to do a swan dive onto my head and do you guys think the fall would be fatal even if I fuck it up? I can't find SN online anymore so I feel cornered into trying even if it's not a guaranteed death. The fall is onto pavement.
 
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befree

befree

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Mar 22, 2022
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I'm afraid you will survive a jump from the 7th floor as a cripple.
Have you read about other methods besides SN and jumping ?
 
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picturesofyou

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I'm afraid you will survive a jump from the 7th floor as a cripple.
Have you read about other methods besides SN and jumping ?
I've looked into carbon monoxide poisoning, but I don't really have enough money to buy the supplies right now. I don't even have enough money to buy a rope to hang myself at the moment.
 
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befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
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Maybe you like to read this:




This is just a general information. I do not encourage you to commit suicide and to use these methods. You act on your own responsibility.
 
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UKscotty

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I think the general consensus is a fall needs to be 100 metres or more to be 99% sure. No idea what that is in stories.
 
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