Venting How can I die on a high note?

[Suicidebydeath]

I don't really want to die, but life is horrible and I'll never be happy. How do I go out? There's nothing I can really change. I just don't know how to end it.

I feel bad leaving you all behind. I don't know what to do there.

 

[FuneralCry]

Maybe people are able to feel more at peace with everything if they have a method that they feel confident that it will succeed. At least I know that if I had N I would feel relieved. I do find it unfair how planning to leave this cruel world can be so difficult.
I wish you freedom.