how best to end it

[honeynmilk]

I have plans soon,, but im so scared of failing. i feel like if i take enough bonzos and opiates and H myself itll have to work… does anyone suggest any other ways?
ive been suicidal since a child.. i will never get out of this. i wish i could peacefully say bye to everyone and never return and forever be forgotten.. thats all i want

 

[jodes2]

SN?

 

[FuneralCry]

With questions like this all that anyone can do is do their own research to decide what is best for themselves, I believe it to be a personal decision deciding what method. What is the best method depends on what is able to be accessed, and sadly suicide is simply not straightforward and I understand having the fear of failure. If it was easy to leave of course I would already be gone at that point. It really would be ideal if the option to just peacefully disappear was there, that's what I wish for as well and I've also been suicidal since I was very young. It's very much understandable wishing to leave this awful world.

 

[honeynmilk]

SN?

thank u for u reply, how do i go about getting everything i need? i can get most street drugs but im not sure how to get mny hands on SN and antiemtics,, etc,, i need to do it right:(

With questions like this all that anyone can do is do their own research to decide what is best for themselves, I believe it to be a personal decision deciding what method. What is the best method depends on what is able to be accessed, and sadly suicide is simply not straightforward and I understand having the fear of failure. If it was easy to leave of course I would already be gone at that point. It really would be ideal if the option to just peacefully disappear was there, that's what I wish for as well and I've also been suicidal since I was very young. It's very much understandable wishing to leave this awful world.

yeah::( i was just hoping maybe theres a drug or combo or something i can quickly put together.. i have nothing for the world the world has nothing for me...

 

[ksp]

carfentanyl would be ideal; fentanyl is also great, but you need to get very high purity

 

[honeynmilk]

SN?

whats the best way to get my hands on SN? dark net?

carfentanyl would be ideal; fentanyl is also great, but you need to get very high purity

yeah ivee been thinking about it, im just not sure how to get my hands onit

carfentanyl would be ideal; fentanyl is also great, but you need to get very high purity

yeah ivee been thinking about it, im just not sure how to get my hands onit

 

[jodes2]

whats the best way to get my hands on SN? dark net?

yeah ivee been thinking about it, im just not sure how to get my hands onit

yeah ivee been thinking about it, im just not sure how to get my hands onit

IC source is good. Once you've got your post count up to I think it's 10 or 20 you can PM me. Do that quickly and easily in the games section