How bad would it be to leave basically an entire book-length as a Suicide note?

[Gomomon]

I think this might be a really bad idea, but I have like 70+ pages of just straight-up a document with my plans, my thoughts, my life, and how I feel about the people in it. I fear it's mostly negative, but it also gets a lot off my chest. The document is extremely long and personal, but atp I don't really care who reads it. I might even link it here if anyone has literally 3 hours to spend reading someone's ramble and lose their marbles. I'm just wondering if I should even leave it for anyone, leave it for certain people specifically, delete it altogether, or just keep it in my Google Docs in case they want to find it, and leave nothing go out silently. I wouldn't want to hurt them too badly, but I also want them to understand why I did it and how I saw the world ig. Any thoughts?

 

[unluckysadness]

I think that the longer your note is, the best it is for your family and friends. So they can fully understand your choice and you'll have a lot of arguments. My note is very short (one sheet just for my family) but if I had the energy to do it, I'd like to write my autobiography for them. Because people who stay will worry a lot and ask "why did he/she do it ?". With a long note, they have a lot of answers. I don't know if it makes sense, just my thoughts.

 

[thehorizons]

I feel that the more I write the more SI I will have when I have to drench up the good memories I had with them. I'm going to keep them brief as a one-pager and then CTB after a period I finish writing them.

 

[SoverignDreamer97]

Two things:

1) "You can't please everyone; control the things you can control." ~Suncha

2) There is nothing hidden that will not be revealed, and nothing concealed that will not be brought into the light. (Luke 8:17)

Therefore, do not concern yourself with the minds of others.