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Un-

Un-

I'm a failure. An absolute waste. A LOSEr.
Apr 6, 2021
652
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,785
No "based" option.
 
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BlankUser

Mage
Apr 24, 2021
501
Fluctuating from Quite bad to Miserable to Awful to Planning to ctb... Very rarely I feel okay and if I do, it's temporary.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,312
I wish I could say I feel 'great' but I don't think I've felt like that in my whole life. My mood is always 'I want to sleep'
 
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Downbylife

Downbylife

Member
Feb 27, 2021
62
Feeling like the worse shit for past few days, but sometimes it was even worse so let's say just "quite bad"
 
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Rue89

Rue89

Visionary
Feb 10, 2020
2,726
I will ctb the first chance I get. I live with family and I rarely get much time alone. I might have an opportunity later this week, hopefully.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
I've been better but let's say I'm just "fine".
I'm managing to deal with life somehow but sometimes, I just wanna give up and ctb.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Delusional. I'm trying to make myself needed, which is just another way of allowing SI to fuck me over
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
Miserable.
 
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landojustwannactb

landojustwannactb

Member
Apr 29, 2021
60
Punching my ticket real real soon and get this shit over with. Couldnt fucking hang in this damn city cause even in the park there are people who live there
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,358
Miserable. Kinda feeling detached a bit too. Almost like a mini death.
 
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Zzzzz

Zzzzz

Nothing compares to the bliss of death.
Aug 8, 2018
879
The bus might be waiting for me around the next corner
 
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DarkNearDeath

DarkNearDeath

Student
May 1, 2021
131
I will ctb the first chance I get. I live with family and I rarely get much time alone. I might have an opportunity later this week, hopefully.
wishing you the best..
 
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WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

WhatDoesTheFoxSay?

Hold your head high, and your middle finger higher
Dec 25, 2020
1,154
Hollowed out. Everything's fine on the outside. Inside?

QRTMi
What inside?
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,369
I'm doing fine but I'm just upset it's not better.
 
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miulake

Member
Mar 24, 2021
45
Miserable as usual. Life goes on and on. Nothing improves in my life.
I am so tired, just want to sleep now.
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
For the first time in many years I can say that I'm completely okay. It's a strange feeling.
 
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MindFog

MindFog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
733
Can you feel awful and apathetic at the same time? Cause I feel shitty but I'm too dead inside to care anymore.
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
Suicidal, ill and lonely
 
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it's_all_a_game

it's_all_a_game

I remember...death in the afternoon...
Nov 7, 2020
356
Last option :(
 
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Aloken

Aloken

I choose love
Jan 25, 2021
280
I feel so shitty that if I wasn't expecting a text from my favorite person in the world and if my mother wasn't in the house now, I would take a fucking knife and stab right through my bleeding heart
 
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LastLoveLetter

LastLoveLetter

Persephone
Mar 28, 2021
654
I suspect I'm leaving soon. It's looking increasingly likely that my referral to one of the only mental health services in the country that might be able to help me is going to be rejected. My chronic pain is getting worse and worse. The flashbacks, nightmares and dissociation are getting worse and worse. I cannot hold on much longer.
 
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