Discussion How are you?

[The Disqualified]

I've been feeling very strange recently. I hope you have been feeling well.
I have been feeling lonely and introspective recently, more than usual. But I also have been feeling better in a way.

How are you?

 

[darksouls]

I am isolated in my fortress of loneliness, I feel like in prison, trapped in this disabled body

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm ok atm. It could be worse.

 

[soon4good]

Hopelessly stuck

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm ok atm. It could be worse.

 

[endboss]

suicidal

 

[NutOrat]

Overly excited and anxious recently. If I didn't know better I'd be happy about it, after all, before this was a long period of slump and perpetual sadness. But these kinds of bursts never ended well for me, so I'm anxiously awaiting the crash and likely another spiral. I hate my mind and body so much.

 

[erpelwatcher]

Dangerously calm

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

My sanity is crumbling and i feel relieved because it will potentially push over the edge, but i'm scared aswell and regretful

 

[Help_Me]

Tremendous moral pain inside. Wish to somehow "hack" my mind and disable any kind of thoughts, and thus feelings

 

[3rdworldsadness]

I'm hungry right now, I will make black tea, nothing to eat. Anxious about unwanted tomorrow, I have due college fee, and still haven't pay, had to get another debt and i feel my head is very heavy and buzzing, i dont know how can we manage financial in future, i just want to die right now.

 

[iwkmsssb]

unbearably lonely and abandoned

 

[lifeisadream]

So sorry for the crapness in everybody's heads. I'm feeling agitated with raging anxiety. Plus everything feels rather surreal.

 

[somethingisntreal]

Got abandoned by someone I thought I could be friends with. Not an uncommon occurance for me. I just feel empty now.

 

[SASU-KE]

I'm hungry right now, I will make black tea, nothing to eat. Anxious about unwanted tomorrow, I have due college fee, and still haven't pay, had to get another debt and i feel my head is very heavy and buzzing, i dont know how can we manage financial in future, i just want to die right now.

I really can't accept this sort of suffering. Simply can be avoided, but it's these irresponsible parents who can't even understand that their financial situation limits them from having children. Sorry you're going through this.

 

[lifeisadream]

Got abandoned by someone I thought I could be friends with. Not an uncommon occurance for me. I just feel empty now.

Sending you hugs. So sorry you've been hurt & abandoned by someone x

 

[TwistedNightmares]

I've been feeling very tired. I don't really have any motivation to do anything these days.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me it is always so torturous to suffer in this terrible, dreadful existence that just causes all this pain and suffering, I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's just so dreadful how this existence was imposed at all in the first place causing all this torture and suffering there was never a need for.

To suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence that should never be imposed, to me existing will always feel like the most terrible undeserved punishment and I always suffer so much as a result of being trapped in this horrific prison world where humans have made dying painlessly into a crime, no matter what only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I just want to erase this torturous existence.

 

[TransientEternal]

Empty and alone

 

[yura]

Tired, so tired
I cant ctb yet, i have to wait for my parents to depart

 

[meiherasayuri]

I feel like a pathetic clown, lately I've felt like this, and I also feel like everything will end and that the end is near

 

[Merocero]

An awfully stressed mess... i have a bunch of orders to ship out as i was selling off some of my figurine collection and am waiting for things buyers asked me to get for them from local vinted as theyre from a different region and dealing with the money stresses me out a ton... the responsibility is way too much and if i had a choice id back out now ugh,,

 

[lifeisadream]

Well I was feeling ok but now feel totally rubbish.

 

[outrider567]

Totally gone, evenings when it gets dark are the worst times

 

[urgent]

So much excruciating unbearable pain non-stop I can't take it but I have no way to stop or lessen it It's really brutal I need it to end.

 

[Passenger4224]

Just making the most of my final weeks. Trying to enjoy them as much as I can. The bad still outweighs the good by a lightyear, but it's not like it will matter soon.

When I was running errands today my phone fell off the holder and almost landed on the gas pedal of my car. And then on the way home my GPS went daredevil mode and basically told me to crash my car

A lot of BS happened during my errands to the point where I was anticipating a mishap at any moment. Does anyone else often have these days where every bad thing possible happens?

OP, have you been able to make sense of why you are feeling strange?

I like this thread. "How are you?" is typically a question I cannot stand, as I am usually expected to smile and say "I'm doing great!" I was reluctant to click this thread for that reason, but seeing all the responses of people sharing their true feelings makes this feel much more honest.

 

[Autumn Blaze]

Falling in and out of consciousness and on the verge of passing out. My head hurts a lot, wish this would go away.