How are you spending your last days/weeks?

[Hope:-)]

How are you spending your last days/weeks?

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Killing time … hoping the future never comes…

 

[notlongnow]

High as a kite.

 

[y'ffre]

Waiting, just waiting.

 

[VKVK]

Badly. Anxious. Keep wanting to "try" 'yet-another-shot-at-normative-life' but clearly have absolutely no conditions to do so. At least not without ton of help. And you know it's not happening when you're daydreaming about it and unrealistic scenarios. I can't do anything alone basically. Hopefully hanging or taking the SN strat won't be too much of an issue for a nervous weak coward like myself.

 

[Spidermanspiderpoo]

Badly. Anxious. Keep wanting to "try" 'yet-another-shot-at-normative-life' but clearly have absolutely no conditions to do so. At least not without ton of help. And you know it's not happening when you're daydreaming about it and unrealistic scenarios. I can't do anything alone basically. Hopefully hanging or taking the SN strat won't be too much of an issue for a nervous weak coward like myself.

I get you so bad my dude. I am doing the exact same thing. Just forcing myself to breathe every second till my SN arrives.. Every second that passes cements my belief that it's too late for me...

 

[outrider567]

Just like all year-- a human being barely functioning mentally, drifting day to day thru a constant depression

 

[TJuk]

Acting as if nothing is wrong or different

 

[Hiraeth Grimoire]

Mentally fortifying myself for the journey. It feels fated that my time is here to depart to the otherworld from which no things return.

 

[MothyCuddler]

Buying an inordinate amount of Lego to enjoy my last days while I wait to deliveries related to methods to fall into place. Trying to be extra nice to friends and family so they'll remember me that way. Pretending to maintain my daily life.